Entah.

Two years in a serious relationship. Well, that wasn't me. But that is, now.

Considering the fact that I'm the most boring person in the world, with my hot-tempered perangai and stupid, irrational mood swing yang tak tentu pasal, queen control, lepas baran kat orang lain, tak tahulah berapa lama lagi orang tahan.

And yes, benda paling pantang dalam hidup aku adalah kena tipu. Walaupun penipuan yang remeh temeh.

Tapi sekarang, aku kesian sangat dengan orang tu. Tapi dalam masa yang sama, aku teringat balik benda2 orang tu buat dulu kat aku. Even though obviously, what he did is NOTHING compared to what I did behind him.

Why?

I'm sorry.

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Dateline(s)

11/8/11: Draft log book/ lab report.

13/8/11: Iftar with Najwa and the rest *insya Allah*.

15-16/8/11: Thesis presentation.

20/8/11: Iftar with Tawauians.

22-26/8/11: VIVA.

28/8/11: Final submission for thesis.

??/8/11: Final submission for log book/lab report

24/8/11: KL-KK!

25/8/11: KK-TWU!

Kalau betul tesis hantar 28hb, memang aku mati nak kena siap awal gila.

Kalau betul presentation 15-16hb, memang aku mati separuh.

Kalau VIVA aku dapat 22 or 23hb, separuh lagi mati.

Kesimpulannya, 2 minggu ni jangan kacau aku dengan benda2 tidak bermoral! I have to fill up my last 2 weeks as as student of Bachelor of Medical Sciences dengan sebaik2 alam!

Sumpah aku habis ja semua ni aku nak p makan sedap2. SERIUS SHIT.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Night.

SMN #3

Rindu tahu tak.

Thank you sebab ada lagi untuk saya sampai sekarang

Walaupun saya fikiran cetek/childish/kuat mengeluh/panas baran/moody/etc

Tapi sampai sekarang ada lagi awak kat sini. Tak tahulah sampai bila, kalau boleh mestilah nak sampai bila-bila.

Sorry sebab selalu uji sabar awak. Saya tak sabar macam awak.

Saya minta awak tahan sikit ja lagi sampai saya habis degree.

Lepas tu awak boleh cuti kejap daripada menjadi mangsa lepas tension saya sebelum saya sambung belajar lagi. Boleh? Hebat tak saya bagi cuti kat awak? Hehe

Nak jumpa. Lepas ni dah balik Tawau cmana nak jumpa. Nanti awak jumpa awek2 hot kat sana saya cmana. Da la saya ni tak hot, pendek, gemuk, pemanas lagi tu

Tsk :'(

Tapi gluteus maximus saya hot, mana ada orang yang ada glutmax lagi hot dari saya.

Suka tak? Hehe *gila*

Ilysm. Thank you for everything, thank you for your immeasurable support and love in my life.

Happy 799 days ♥

Cravingness

Deep Fried Chicken Wings, Full House *YUMMM!*

Alfredo Spaghetti, Full House *YUMMM!*

Baked Potato, Wondermilk *YUMMM!*

Chicken Lasagna, Baci *OHSEMMM!*

Bolognese, Baci *OHSEMM NUMBER 2!*

Kimchi Jigae, Gomone *YUMMM!*

Dak Bulgogi, Gomone *YUMMM!*

Thank you Najwa and Ecah yang melunaskan keinginan Wondermilk, Nanad and Fiza for Gomone *thanks for the treat Nad!* and of course my favorite guy sebab sanggup layan nak tukar tempat duduk hanya sebab nak ambil gambar background kartun2 kat Full House -.- And yes for the treat too!

I love my tummy! Eat eat eat!

Tired

In life, you will come to an end point where you can't think of anything to do.

You are too tired to think, act, move, eat, sleep *sleep also can tired oneee*

I've been dealing with too much pressure, that explains my terrible mood swing for the past 2 weeks.

Thesis, log book, lab report, presentation, viva

Stupid, brainless people

MBBS, Master ???

Yeah, that's it. I'm tired. Exhausted to be exact. I need a day out with my favorite person, but he's far far away, busy making money and can't even take a good care of himself.

Ya Allah, please show me the way, give me the strength, shower me with your blessings. Amin.

Bab bab!

Wa memang mulut macam cibai sikit tapi wa sayang kawan2 wa

Lu tak payah nak sentap2 gn wa wa ketok pala lu karang

Kalau lu ada terasa gn wa wa minta maaf la

Kadang2 apa wa cakap memang tak masuk akal, tapi kadang2 apa wa cakap untuk kebaikan dan cita2 lu jugak

Love you ecah bab bab!

*kita tengok sapa bikin hal besar ini post. ngeh3*

Kecik sangat ke?

Kes 1 :: Nak beli cincin kat kedai atas talian

Masalah

-Saiz tak ada. besar sangat. besar sikit. ada saiz, sampai2 bila cuba longgar lagi. dah boleh main cincin macam main2 dengan super ring.

Penyelesaian

-Kena bertungkus lumus cari cincin kat flea market e-curve,sg.wang,etc. or ketuk2 sikit cincin tu bagi saiz jadi kecil. jual memang takkanlah, aksesori kegemaran tu.

Kes 2 :: Nak beli kasut. Atas talian dalam talian luar talian semua talian

Masalah

-Saiz tak ada. tak ada dan tak pernah ada.

-Flats: cotton on: ada. BOM: dulu ada, sekarang dah tak muat. tak tahulah kaki yang mengecut atau kasut2 kat sana dah mengembang. vincci: kadang2 ada. nose: jarang2 ada

-Sneakers: TAK PERNAH ADA !@#$%^&*()

Penyelesaian

-Flats: pakai kasut lama ja

-Sneakers: beli kasut size budak2. Converse budak2, nike kids, semua kids.

Kes 3 :: Pakaian

-TAK PAYAH REVIEWLAH PENDEK KATA SEMUA TAK MUAT/PANJANG/BESAR.

TENSION TAHU TAK! NAK BUAT KILANG KASUT/BAJU/AKSESORI SENDIRILAH!

*UPDATED*

Oh, actually satu2nya benda yang tak perlu risau adalah apa2 pakaian yang memerlukan ukuran di bahagian ehem buttock, kerana gluteus maximus saya sudah cukup mantab untuk menampungnya. Terima kasih Eg kerana mengingatkan saya!

Mari sambung angan2 impian

16 places I wanna go for food hunting in 5 months time

• Bubba Gump
• Strawberry Field
• Delicious
• Paddington House of Pancakes
• Full House *yes I'm lame haven't got there yet*
• Gomone *just to eat that thingamajig. Oh, chicken. And rice.*
• Chilli's
• Nando's *pernah makan tapi nak makan kat sana*
• T.G.I.F
• Ole-Ole Bali
• Bumbu Desa
• Marche Movenpick Restaurant
• Ma'cik Briyani
• The Apartment
• Secret Garden
• Wondermilk

Malas gila nak upload gambar. Nanti bila dah pergi saya akan upload yeyy!

Any other suggestions?

What I really want right now

1. A car. Doesn't matter my Kenari or a new one *cough cough*. And of course, the courage to drive it. Argh!

2. Back at home, goyang2 bontot dan makan dengan sedapnya. And bergelak ketawa bersama keluarga.

3. I wanna learn baking and cooking. Doing it right now, slowly.

4. Finish my degree, and naikkan CGPA.

5. Lots of money. So that I can buy these:

* new notebook

* instax camera

* galaxy tab

* and the list goes on

6. Wish for my dearest to be here. Enough with your workaholic syg, you're younger than me but yet you look older. Jangan sampai awak jadi macam sugar daddy saya pulak -.-

7. Foods. And eat it without feeling guilty. Preferably cheesy and spicy.

8. Thesis siap dalam sekelip mata.

DONE.FOR.TONIGHT. Wishlist lain akan diupdate semasa ke semasa.

Offended

This is not for anybody in particular.

What's wrong with plan B?

Us, who have been in this situation for 3 bloody years, have been familiar with this thing. Broken promises, fake manifesto and all. Go to hell with that shit. I don't care anymore. Well, I do but does that makes any difference, since we are finishing in less than 3 months time. So just go with it. Nothing changed.

The thing is, I can't stand people who take 'Plan B' for granted. Or look down at those who have this 'Plan B' in mind. What's wrong with that? Are you hell sure that you're gonna be a doctor? You're damn sure that you gonna pursue MBBS and pass with flying colors?

I'm not being pessimistic. I adore those who have the determination and courage to carry on and speak out. I don't have any problem with that, AT ALL. But stop looking at us, the 'Plan B's' guys as if we're not gonna succeed if we don't take the actual road. Don't get me wrong, being a doctor has always been my ultimate ambition. But sometimes, I stumble, I fall and I had and still having a hard time trying to get back up. Don't tell me you never gave up in life. Kerat jari kalau cakap tak pernah.

That's when the 'Plan B' helps. It gives you hope to carry on with whatever you are doing with your life. It gives you something to hold on to, something that would make you believe there's light at the end of the tunnel. I understand how much those people wants to be a doctor. The prestige, the ambition, the satisfaction of saving life. Don't we feel the same way too? Cuma Tuhan bagi kami jalan yang berliku, sedikit susah daripada yang lain2. Jadi kenapa pandang kami sebelah mata?

And those who plan to go to the 'not taken road' tu pun, cut off your negative thoughts. Tak payah nak pengaruh orang lain yang betul2 nak benda tu. Tak payah nak hasut macam2. You go on with your plan, and let them do theirs. Masing2 ada rezeki masing2. We just gotta work hard and go for it.

So, yeah, be it my bff or someone I'm not that close to, I'm terribly offended. Because I do have 'Plan B' but I still work hard to follow the flow. Being a doctor is not easy, you're handling with people's life. That is my only concern. I'm afraid I can't handle this. I still don't have the courage to hold on to that responsibility. But I do really want to be a part of it.

After all, bukankah Allah SWT adalah sebaik-baik perancang, dan rancanganNya adalah yang terbaik?

Supaya tak lupa

I VANT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
*penat taw mak edit. huh*

Kawan masa depan?

I think I've been such a jerk to them for the past 3 weeks.

Cakap kasar2, maki apalancau semua *oops*, tak jaga hati mereka2 yang tersayang.

Entahlah, mood swing mungkin? Hormon imbalance? Can't be, bendera merah dah lepas.

Serabut barangkali.

I'm truly sorry dear friends, for my words and acts might hurt you. I never meant to.

Mungkin tak ada yang menegur, tapi aku yang rasa sendiri.

Biasalah, ego jugak yang menang nak ucap maaf dengan kawan. Kalau dengan ehem tak pulak.

Banyak dah aku susahkan kawan2, kena ambil hantar balik dari kolej, dengar luahan perasaan aku, layan gedik perasan aku. Banyaklah.

Ecah, Reny, Syira, Eg. And the rest.

Maaf taw. Budak comel ni serabut sikit. Sayang kau kau kau dan kau semua.

Putih

Tiba-tiba rasa tenang bila background dah bertukar kulit.
Mungkin selama ni asyik hitam kelam buat hati jadi kusam.
Bila dah putih, jadi suci bersih lagi diyakini. Hihi.
*Kenapa aku rasa gedik semacam cakap serupa ini? Ah AAK?*

Will write as soon as I'm done with this scabies thingamajig.

220511

You're always there for me. Always.
Susah senang saya awak selalu ada.
Jangan ingat saya tak nampak, cuma ego kadang2 jadi hantu dalam diri.
Saya tak pasti saya selalu ada masa jatuh bangun awak.
Saya tak tahu awak faham atau tidak apa saya rasa kat awak.
But one thing for sure.

I fucking love you so much. Keep that in mind.

Selamat 2 tahun untuk kita :)
Mari tumbuh tua sama2 nak?

Demotivated

Banyak sangat versi, banyak sangat pura2. Bosan.
Meluat, menyampah, semua ada.
Boleh tak tulen sikit?
Sumpah nak balik Tawau sekarang.

Sorry, serius tak reti nak bergaul dengan budak2 'sebelah kaki masuk syurga' ni. Fuck.

Reason why I don't watch GG

Nuff said

Long distance relationship

Aku rasa kagum dengan orang2 yang dah bercinta lama. Kalau all the time dekat,sama2 xpa. Tapi ada yang terpisah negeri,universiti,ada lagi terpisah negara. I mean, WOW. Look at them. How do they manage to maintain the spark between them? Aren't they bored with each other?

I did once involved in a 'PJJ'. And I failed. Since that I never believe in one. Me and SMN, we've never been away too far from each other. But still gaduh2. Kalau cuti sebulan, sorang balik utara sorang borneo, tak sah tak perang. To think that he'll be away this time is so...terrifying. What will happen to us? Bak kata SS, I don't want banana fruit two times. Haih. Takut -.-

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Chasing pavement

What should I do? Do I really want to be a doctor? Do I have the courage to take the responsibility of other's lives? Am I capable enough to be one?

Right now, I don't even get the minimum cgpa to pursue my study. But that's not what bothering me the most. If I ever get the chance, will I be able to cope with everything? This degree enough is so stressful. I start questioning myself. Is it for me or for my family?

Of course I do want it for myself. Ever since I was a little girl, I've always wanted to be a doctor. I'm very sure of that. I lead my way, I lead my future. I do what I want, did everything without regrets. But now I'm not sure anymore.

I want this for me. For mama, for baba. But now I just can't. I know how much they want me to be a doctor. So do I. But with this total mess surrounds us, I'm not looking forward to the path I used to follow. The idea of pursuing into master degree is the only thing I have in mind right now. That, I'm not sure either. I don't want to let them down, but at the same time I'm too exhausted with the dramas. Enough with money, interview, cgpa. I'm done.

Ya Allah permudahkanlah jalan kami, sekurang2nya rakan2ku yang benar2 mahukannya.

Tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang betul, yang sepatutnya untukku. Amin.

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Anti-klimaks

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Bored to death. Kill me.

Feels like writing.

I'm officially a practical student now. Well, not really, as we actually have to bear with classes AGAIN for another 6 months. Not 3. To be honest, I'm both disappointed and happy. Disappointed, because we won't have the chance to be in the hospital for a long time. I mean, just 4 hours in a week? Is that enough?

But on the other side, I'm happy. I'm not ready to leave everything here. Plus, I know I'm way too far from the level to be a doctor. Or a MBBS student. These classes are actually helpful and beneficial for all of us. So yes, I'm glad and relieved.

So, from now on, it's 8am-5pm classes everyday till Thursday, and 8am-12.30pm at the hospital every Friday. Hope it helps, since we can't barely touch the patient. We can only do history taking. It's fun though, since I love talking to people. My horoscope says so. :D. I love comforting people even I'm not good at it, I love listening, or anything to do with human. Maybe that's why I love working at Subway.

Oh yeah, I've resigned as a part-timer there. I was so sad, I even thought to come back to work after 2 days I left the place. Duh, it's not even far from Perdana, sebelah rumah je kot. Haha. But somehow, I feel emotionally attached to that place. To the people and to the customers. Stupid customers included. Haha. I love them all. Maybe because it has been a long time I haven't mingle around with other people apart from my college friends. And they light up my life. They may not be those who I shared my secret with, or cry on their shoulders or something, but I'm happy being with them. I'm happy to be a part of the family, and I'm happy if they are happy with me. At least I have someone to talk to rather than being alone talking to the wall. *wink*. Oh I miss them so much! Blame the classes! I hate it. No worries, I'll come back if you need me :)

I'm bored. Bored to death. Not in the mood to do my revision, log book and all. Just sitting here watching Ghost Whisperer and cry over the earthbound spirits. Why the hell do I cry for a ghost zzz. Guess I'm gonna play DDR now. Ho yeah! Toodles!

bf

No matter how far I go, your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone.

My oh my, I love my three boyfriends! :P

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Mellow

I was all crazy when I posted this. My relatives/cousins/aunts/uncles could have read it. At that very moment, I don't really care. I'm so gonna get myself AT LEAST one puff after this. Like seriously. I just wish that I have the gut to tell everyone what I've done. But for what? Just to let them know that "I'm cool that way?" My heart says yes but my head denies. *Good head pat you 5 times.* Anyway whatever done is done. If only there's one thing I wish I didn't do is THAT. Yes, THAT. THAT could be anything, from everything to nothing. But yeah, it's between me and God. I just wish I have more time to fix it. And hope that He's answering my prayer. I'm not perfect. Heck, no one does. I can't tolerate those nice people. It creeps me out. I cursed a lot. I don't talk nicely to people. Bad-mouthing, gossiping. Hello it's in my blood lol. I hate hypocrites but I'm one of them. But I just wanna change. I wanna be a good girl, a good daughter, a good sister. I wanna make them proud. That's all I'm asking for. And if that means I have to sacrifice anything, I WILL.

Will You answer me? Will You help me?

Day 30- Your favorite song.

Love this forever.

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

Sabar. Semua orang ada perangai masing2.

Appreciate those people around you.

And...

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.

So true. God, please help me. Forgive me.

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Saja nak mengisi kekosongan blog ni.

And because I have nothing to say but still want this blog to get updated so here's one of the way.

Ternyata sangat tidak efektif. Heh.

Day 26- What you think about your friends

AWESOME.

I won't be here without them.

Thank you.

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

You will find nothing but crap.

The first year was all about one stupid guy who left me for that bitch. Sebab tu la blog ni dibuat sebenarnya. Meluahkan keemoan yang bila aku baca balik omakaihh geli geleman den!

The rest sila baca sendiri. hehe. My daily routine, kemenyampahan kepada orang2 yang tidak dapat disalurkan secara berdepan and my apologize sebab banyak sangat mencarut.

What to do, it's in my blood :D

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Dear Mama and Baba

*hello mestilah secreto de amor mana boleh gtaw korang*

anyway, I miss you both so much!

From your cun-melecun daughter,

Khaieysha

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

Mee Tauhu

Murtabak Jawa Kong Fah

ABC Milo Jagung

Nasi Kuning

Udang mama masak

Masak lemak baba masak

Telur goreng Khalid masak

Ayam kicap alak masak

Terasi and nasi goreng nenek masak

*hambui semua makanan*

Maw balik Tawauuuuuuu!

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

I'm super lame*bak kata alif*,super ordinary and super boring.

Nothing different.

Haha. Idk. What say you?

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

9 years :)

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

I used to imagine myself marrying the person I'm with at that particular time. Every single time I was in a relationship before. But I never put myself in that situation whenever I'm with him. I don't know why. Serik maybe? But yes, of course I wanna be with him for the rest of my life. Leave the rest to God :)

My Chef

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Too many.

Kakai: Blanche bagi nama. Actually it was meant to be KaiKai but I guess dah lama2 panggil susah sangat nak sebut KaiKai, so ended up jadi Kakai la. Hee

Khaiey: This one my kakak angkat kat SMAKK bagi. This one is like the evolution of Kai la. Her name is Siti Khairunnisa and we called her Kak Naiy. Wonder where she is now. Hmm.

Mantabs: Haha seriously I don't remember where does this comes from but I think I created it. Hehe. It's like a trademark or something * just because they think my butt is sexy. lol *. Is it?

Echa/Nisha: Nama dalam family. Mama baba panggil camni. My bro called me Kak Icha yaa in my dream tu pun kalau mood baik. Bila kena marah baru panggil nama betul."Nisaaaaaaa! Blablablablabla!". Fine. =.=

Khaieykkkk: As in taikkkkk ni geng Tawau selalu panggil dulu. Pengaruh bugis ni taw Alen punya keja ni! Haha!

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

I wanna have lots of money. And by lots I mean LOTSSSSSSSSSSAAA MONEY!

But for now, I just wanna finish my final exam, do my laundry, clean up my room and get prepared for Singapore y'alls! Oh, and eat nasik please. Macam nak pengsan seminggu tak makan nasi omg just gimme rice and salt I'll be more than grateful!

Just some random thoughts.

-I'm effing busy.
-30 days challenge dah jadi 18 days ja. Takpa nanti sambung.
-I'll be sitting for the next paper tomorrow,and seriously I don't even know what I'm studying. I HATE COMMUNICABLE DISEASE.
-I need to get more money a.s.a.p. There's a lot to pay/buy. I'm not exaggerating when I say that nowadays, money is the virtual world's god. You can't even pee without a penny. Will work on that after the exam.

Toodles!

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Final of the final!

First paper berakhir dengan 'jayanya'. Dr. Kachak, sila bagi saya A sebelum saya boikot anda.

All the best classmates!

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Sayang

'Kenapa awak tak peduli saya dah,biasa kalau saya down awak ada gn saya'.

The moment you asked me that, I was stunned. Never thought I matter that much to you.

Let's grow old together, shall we?
Ily more :)

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Psycho

Seriously bitch. You are one psychopath freak, disoriented retarded human being I've ever met. If it's not because of her, I'll surely rip your head apart. Ever since you came into our story, semua pecah belah. Kalau kau nak gila,p gila sorang2. Jangan libatkan member aku sekali. Selama ni aku diam, jangan sampai kau nampak Kai yang dulu. Aku sumpah aku lempang kau sampai muka kau dah tak ada. Faham! Gila punya perempuan. Kalau tak sayang nyawa baik cabut ja nyawa tu. Bagi kat orang yang nak hidup. TOLONGLAH GILA. I have my limitation so do everyone. Jangan sampai sebab kau semua orang kucar-kacir. I warn you.

DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE BREAK THE GROUP APART. I'LL EAT YOU ALIVE.

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Katy Perry.

I wanna know how does it feels to have big boobs and fucking pretty and smexy! And how she sings her songs, sebab aku tak pernah sampai nak nyanyi lagu2 dia!

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Muka si 22 tahun. Hambui senyum tak nak lebar lagi, sepet mata terbuntang tu.

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

1. La Roux - Bulletproof

2. The Band Perry - If I Die Young

3. Adam Lambert - If I Had You

4. Taio Cruz - Dynamite

5. Tokio Hotel - Scream

6. Lenka - Don't Let Me Fall

7. Boys like Girls ft Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One

8. Avril Lavigne - Tomorrow

9. Rihanna ft Kanye West - Run This Town

10. Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

I iz love 'em ze mozt!

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear you-know-who-you-are-and-if-you-ever-read-this.

Please take a very good care of my heart.

-khaieysha-

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

I can't recall. But I do remember why I made one.

I was broken-hearted, insane, can't think of anything properly like a normal human being, and I don't want to keep on bothering people with my problems and tears. Thus, I created Khaieysha's on 8th December 2008, and ever since that, it has become my medium to express anything I had/have in mind.

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Mereka memang 'sedikit' lucah, tapi aku sayang juga, sebab aku pun sama lucah. Hahaha.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Happy - Katy's!

Sad - Thinking of You, Almost Lover and What Do You Want From Me.

Bored - Any songs will do, even the forbidden songs! Nama pun tengah bosan kan.

Hyped - Rihanna's and Adam's.

Mad - Kesha's.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Can I just say, nothing?

Oh, I'm proud of being a part of the circles. The Perdana-ians, the Mantabs-ians, and all. Because I love them and they love me too. :)

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

1. Settle everything for my Bandung trip. Never thought that it would be this susah and tiring!

2. Finish up the proposal for our BMS Idol.

3. Mestilah siapkan proposal sugar level tu. Haiyaaa Mr. Bu..help me.

4. Minta gaji dengan Sir. I'm fucking broke damnit!

5. My date with the comellest before Bandung! Mesti-cari-masa!

6. Gunakan segala benda2 free yang aku dapat untuk birthday kali ni.

7. Diet? Emm fikir dulu *munching*

8. A movie date with sayang tomorrow, God's willing :)

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Because of him, my patience has become higher, and better.

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Why? Sebab beliau *ceh beliau* adalah satu2nya superhero yang mengamalkan pemakanan yang sihat! Makan spinach sebelum bertukar menjadi kuat! Kalaw otromen mesti nak tukar2 baju la apa semua, power rangers nak kena ada jam ajaib la. Popeye? Makan bayam terus bertukar menjadi superhero yang comel. Go go Popeye the Sailorman toot toot!

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Rasa tak layak. Sangat. Tapi bersyukur. :)

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Bangun lambat.

I admit I'm not a morning person. My morning is your afternoon.

Paling celaka bila bangun dengan excited sekali nak pi kelas, sekali tengok jam dah pukul 2 p.m =.=

Sangat tekanan. Zzz.

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

My precious babes :)