Tuesday, December 30, 2008

saya pon tataw maw letak title apa.hantam sajalah.........

hye! fuh...since this is the last day my pc2k hotspot pny account aktif g so i better use it wisely.muahaha.wats dat for?lalala~(ignore this gurl.she's out of her mind right now)
lot of things happened to me but i juz dont have enuf time for this blogging session n tell everyone how TIRED n EXHAUSTED i was!n right now im still in that mood!haiyo...physically n mentally..i think i have to start taking all the vitamins my mom gave me.tu la..mak suh makan degil!pala batu gila ndaaakkk jugak maw..talingong ayam.(a ya ya ni sesi menginsafi diri sendiri)

k k stop d shuut n start blogging nicely kakai!(nicely?since when?duh!~)
angin sepoi2 bhasa mnerbangkn rmbut aku yg cm dawai ni..haha..d two babies-blanche n lyn- went to d college this morning for their MARA agreement.im juz too lazy to wake up so i juz watched them dr bwh slimut.heeE~ continue my sleep while they were busy kmas2 diz n dat n pg kolej larh..haha!~poor me..no!poor them..kuikuikui..

k.thats it for today.last week..the HORRIBLE week for us.me n syira.had to finish our assignment which was supposed to be done by 4 ppl but instead of that,kitorg kna bwat bdua!wtf!~tp xpe la jugk..d other 2 mmbers nak lek kg..1 smbut krismas..1 g skati skilo nk lek..haha..syira tpaksa mngorbankan kepulangannya ke pinang semata2 utk ni..n finally ms presentation pn tiba..omfg aku rs cm org pling bodow lam dunia.development of placenta pon tabley nak explain!since when aku ni cuak n nervous gila smpi blank tym presentation ni???mmg kaw2 pny blur la..minah libya@iraq watsoever la da stat cm nk ngamuk da..syira pn da xd mood..sudahnya i have to answer all d questions alone n she was standing there with dat "DIVA TGAH BADMOOD" face. aduyai..k k fine i'll do it..thank god sumany da abes!lantak ah marks thu yg pntg TAMMAT!!~

now i have another 2 assignments.smlam da abes 1..phew..alhamdulillah..another 1 is still in progress..its about our personality..pas wat kuiz lam buku thu telah dinyatakan bahawa aku adalah dominan 'powerful choleric'.daym! ya meh? it states here that a powerful choleric person is the one who owez lead ppl n 'bajet ketua' bak kata ikram.palotak lu!present pon nk mgigil2 bajet ktua..tp kalaw zaman dulu kala yeah i admit that. i owez lead ppl. ketua pengawas 2x..this n that..suma psatuan pn aku akn ada position even sbgi ajk..but now myb sifat kepimpinan thu da kureng sket..being in a new environment,im not able to show my sifat kepimpinan..ceh..yola thu..xp..mybla..idk..ppl change anyway..

haa..law nak taw ni la mkak pasrah aku.tym ni la klas,mmg pasrah gila la pk sal assgnment pa sgala..sj ja letak borink lak tada pic lam ni..hahaha(actually mo promote mkak rajin lam klas..=p)
i look good even dr tepi..hahaha!~jk..

hm..enuf bout that.assignments, classes...wat aku nak muntah ja..now..5th january.MID SEM! gosh i havent start my revision yet!yenna soley!~adudui....napa aku ni x insap2..aku msti std..std kai std!tebus balik pa kaw ilang masa sem 1.tebus semuanya.kaw mesti bwat untuk baba..mama..khalid..nenek...yakin boleh!yeah!dats d spirit gurl!---(another crap by this silly monkey; sesi motivasi bsama fadilah kamsah)..yeah..so by ending this pc2k i'll b able to concentrate more on my study rather than facebook-ing or myspace-ing,ym-ing n blogging thing neh.kononnn la an...hopefully lah i can do it.wish me luck guys!

whoa...agak pjg blog kali ni..yala disimpan2 smpi jd pekasam.wat else?love story??naa..i dont have much to write here..juz keep it to myself sudey..i dont have 1 pon!hahaha..its juz dat..uff!forget it.kita enjoy!~haha.blagak puteri sket.oh no skang da 12.02 pm n aku xmndi ag pon!assignment tak wat g,kol 2 ada claz gn 'lecturer terchenta' thu (wat can i do wit ur sorry?) damn! bodow pny org tua.baru tlanggar wire sket da nk mbebel2.bukan aku tabrak dy pki lori angkut tanah pon! kaw maw dirodok ka??

a ya ya n now dak2 da lek u n i feel like im going to lose a fren bcuz of that.why?idk why..='(..im so grateful dat he regard me as his besfren..but this annoying feeling stops me from being friendly with him.i mean..aku tkot nak serapat dulu.is it because he is 'his' bestfren?n now they are in d same place,same house n sometimes i feel like i cant stop myself from asking 'how is he doing?'...idk.i dont want this friendship to come to 'the end' juz because of a guy who kicked me away from his life is his bestfriend.NO.

hurm..daym..pa lg..owh..n this fella..hahaha..shud i include him in ere??haha..thanx 4 ur patient mr.EGO.(eventho ego gila nk mmpos)..atlis u dont treat me like the way ive been treated before.n thx 4 bringing back this smile to my face..i cant promise u anything but d only thing dat i can say is when d time has come,u wont regret it. the only thing dat i cant give you is 'a whole-heartedly' love..cuz he didnt give it back to me.mine is still wit him..im sorry..so sorry..u will never understand..not only u..everybody..but blieve me.I NEED YOU.

ah..yeah..tataw np tetiba aku rindu sgt gn paan..2 ari ni sgt rindu dia..balikla bro..i need u man..i need u to tengking2 me n ask me to be strong..i need u to yell at me n say that 'kaw ni lembik!'.i need u to comfort me like u owez did before..lam suma org yg tggalkan aku..kaw ja yg mc ada..(wpon ko pna bwg aku gak dulu an!huh!)..xpa2 aku maafkan..balikla weyh...sapa maw dgr ak nangis g?yala2 aku taw ko x skak dgr kn..tp sapa maw kc manja aku lg???hmph..='(

haa..ni picmu..jgn ko ckp ak x bg ya..i miss u damn it!balik malaysia pat!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

kla..i think i gtg now..btw..slamat menyambut awal muharam everybody!err..belated awal muharam..hehehe...tahun baru..azam baru..aku pon xda azam papa lg..ada,tp blom dikemaskinikan.huhu..i'll be updating soon bila free nnt k!chiao!~

1 comment:

Nadia said...

nice entry. fyi, no body leaves u..