8B 2.21

Bila tengok kambing biri-biri yg Real Player pelihara ni, teringat dgn 3 wonderful girls a.k.a my ex-roommate di Labuan

Pat a.k.a Bebeh 1

Kay a.k.a Bebeh 2

C-lut a.k.a Bebeh 3

Kai a.k.a Bebeh 4

Ingat lagi masa bulan puasa, abg lolo bagi ikan goreng paling sedap pernah aku rasa. Sekor2 laie tu.

Pastu masa dia jeles bila taw aku ada boipren sua *time tu laaaaa*

And then dia bagi aku biskut 1 tin.hehehehe

Then,kita seludup periuk nasi masuk dalam bilik.

Itulah kita pakai masak nasi, masak cekodok, sotong Rex dalam tin, telur dadar, apalagi tah. Banyak gila.muahahaha

Bila ada ura2 konon2 ada spot check langsung panik. Ndak taw di mana2 kasi sembunyik tu barang. Apa lagi kalaw Miss Rosa datang. Aduii paling panik sua.

Last2 masa kuar dari KML kita derma ja gn makcik2 cleaner tu. Huhuhu

Pastu aku gn cLut la paling malar eskep assembly. hahaha. One day pat & kay tiba2 plak maw join eskep. Boleh pulak time tu la ada spot check gila kaw2 punya. Bergegar semua sembunyi bawah katil! hahaha! Pat gn kay lagi yg budak baik. lol! Pastu Miss Rosa p psycho2 kita suh keluar kononkan?gilaa ehh! Memang kamikaze kita time tu. Keluar bgegar2 lagi bha. Aku pulak berkemban2 lagi time tu menahan kencing lagi tu.hahaha!

Masa raya, tinggallah kami yang ndak balik ni. Menyanyi lagu raya kuat2 di blok. Pastu mama cLut kirim ayam masak sate. SEDAP GILAAA!*bila lagi kaw maw kirim ma aku lut?hehe*. Pastu dapat baju raya and sandal yang lucu gila. Tapi bertahan oo sampai sekarang sandal tu. hehe. And masa malam takbir tu jugaklah ehem2 :'(. forget it. lol. The best memory ever in my life.

Ingat lagi Ujana Kewangan @ kita punya UK? hehehe. Masa last2 tu aku gn cLut sanggup panjat pagar besar tepi blok A and asked Kay and Pat to pick us up there sebab HEP ka sapa nama laki tu suruh kuar pakai baju kurung. duh! Sorrylah maw outing pakai baju kurung kan. haha. So aku gn cLut pun dengan beraninya memanjat pagar besar tu and sembunyi dekat semak samun. Sudahlah mengadap rumah warden!:D

Not forgetting the psycho freak yang kacau Pat tu. haha. Dengan kita sekali kena berlakon macam2 maw elak tu orang. Is he still alive Pat?lol! Clut jangan cakaplah. Paling rebel dalam dunia punya budak.haha. Kay pulak budak baik. Paling terer Math kan? Sekarang kaw amek Math ka d UPSI? haiyoo lost contact dy. See? We need to catch up things laaa!

Paling ndak boleh lupa, masa aku sikit lagi tertinggal flight. Itulah malar menengok Full House dari 1st sampai last episode. Then konon2 maw tidur 15 minit jak. Boleh pulak xsedar hp silent. Flight pukul 7.3o terbangun pukul 7! Damn! Satu bilik panik oleh aku. Pat tolong call teksi, Kay cLut tolong kemas barang xsilap. Pastu tolong angkat barang pi lari berkejar p guard. Thanks kamu! Sudahlah x berus gigi x mandi. Janji gn kepala lipas maw balik sama2 tapi kesian dia kol aku sampai 25x * I still remember berapa kali miskol aku dapat* x bangun2 jugak. Sampai KK jumpa mom terus menangis terkejut.haha gila funny!

I miss you dear roommates! Bilalah kita maw jumpa lagi ni. Tadi tengok2 gambar kita masa dulu, kan aku paling gila bergambar. Camwhore me lol. Digicam cLut penuh gn mukak aku jak. Pa lagi laptop Kay.kan?hehehe I miss my long hair! Tawka my hair pendek suda iskk..sekarang dalam usaha maw memanjangkan rambut. hehehe.

I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH!

Thanks for the memories :)

May our friendship last forever babes!

song

straightjacket feeling * remind me of cLut*

feels like giving up!

warning:

post ini mengandungi isi2 luahan perasaan

seorang pelajar yang telah mengalami krenasi otak

akibat tekanan semasa sesi pembelajaran.

So bear with it.

First of all, fuck my latest posts. Stupid emo zz =.=.

But still, I feel like keeping it up here. Just as a reminder to that certain someone that I'm fucking MAD & DISAPPOINTED at you! Wait till you get back here and I'll punch you right on your face! grr!

Next, sorry if this post will be full of F words. I don't effing care. I HATE NUMBERS! Why on earth do I have to learn this thing AGAIN! I thought those foundation days were the last time I'm going to spend my life with these stupid numbers,but NOPE! I was wrong. Arggh!

Then my clashing papers are so killing me. Like wtf? CM & GIT? How am I going to score both?I don't want to spoil my grade. I was very happy with my midsem grades but now I have to sit for 2 papers and I don't even have time to eat!grr aumm aumm!I wish I could turn into a lion and NGAPP them all!

I HAVE TO GET DEAN'S LIST TO GET THROUGH MY MBBS & HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT!

Okay relax Kai. Chill. Yeah. Everybody says that. But I just can't! I'm so freaking nervous, got a lot to study and yet I'm still here blogging and facebooking. Whatever. At least I have a place to ease this burden. Don't have to tercari2 someone when he's not even there. grr. Tensionnnnn.

I almost feel like giving up on everything. My study, relationship. ALL. Luckily, my family loves me more than anybody else and they are the reason why I'm still breathing here. I know I cant' let it go just like that. Sabar Kai. 5 hari lagi. After that you'll be as free as a bird!

Yeahh!

Dear Biostatistic, Clinical Medicine & Pathophysiology of Gastrointestinal System...

You won't be able to defeat me!

I'll knock you down to the max!

Ganbatte Kudasai!

sekian sahaja luahan hati buat hari ini

toodles!

10

I missed the old days

Where you always hold my hand tightly under the table and never let go

Where you always look me in the eyes, and I know it says that you love me so much

Where you used to kung2 me at the back from P to R

Where we used to sneak out at midnight till early morning

And you send me back home with a smile on your face

I missed that so friggin' much

My patience reaches its limit

I know you'll be good without me

And so do I

So I'm off for good

Happy 10th

And I love you so much

smn2

you don't seems to care much of losing me don't you?

THANKS A LOT

I feel MUCH MUCH BETTER

fb

I'm currently deactivating my fb.

For good of course.

I can't stand the pain anymore.

Bubbye peeps.

what do you want from me

seems like you don't even care much about me

great

tak mati pun kaw xda

I can do whatever I want

EVERYTHING I used to do before.

puff.wee.

smn

I miss you.

But I can't be with you like this.

When will you stop doing this to me?

When can I feel the existence in your life?

How I wish the way you treat me will never change

*deep sigh*

I'm holding on for the sake of love and faith.

I'm faking all the laugh and smile, hoping that somehow, someday it will come out sincerely from my heart.

I'm still here, cause I know you love me more than I love you.

And I hope that's true.

Thank you,love.

Take care.

Gonna miss you much.

Takziah

Aishah@Ecah...

kuatkan semangat

Tuhan lebih sayangkan beliau

Semoga ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman

Semoga matinya dalam keadaan husnul khatimah

Be strong babe,we're always here for you

Love you

Our condolences to your family

Al-Fatihah

wtf

crazy

he's not even yours

si nomad melayu :D

muahaha..terlajak perahu boleh diundur

terlajak kata?post dalam blog!

hahahahahahha told ya i'm going to post it here :D

SPM

eh eh cam aku pulak amek spm tawon ni kan.btw...

CONGRATULATIONS BROTHER!

9A 1B,wallaaa!

You've done a great job dude. I am so proud of you.

But remember, this isn't the end of your journey, in fact, it is the beginning of a new life ahead!

Choose the best, plan your future well and keep on fighting!

I miss you so much bro! Wish I was there with all of you to celebrate and give you a big warm hug!

Love you!

new layout

yeay me likey!

first time edit html bagi hilang kotak2 aneh tu sendiri.

bravo Kai!

but the only problem is...

how to put the header text at the center of the box?

haihhh..=.=

elle ohh elle..anda di mana?need your help!

anyone?

Final exam

15th March 2010 --- Pathophysiology of Nervous System <--- DONE!

16th March 2010 --- Pathophysiology of Respiratory System

25th March 2010 --- Clinical Medicine

--- Pathophysiology of Gastrointestinal System

26th March 2010 --- Biostatistic

ALL THE BEST TO ALL MSU's BMSians!

to grow old with

For the time we spend together, thank you.

For the laugh we share together, thank you.

For the tears we shed together, thank you.

For the courage we give each other whenever we're down, thank you.

For the love that showers me, always, though I will never understand, thank you.

For the heart that has been broken, I'm sorry.

For the curses, swears and rudeness, I'm sorry.

For all the fake promises, I'm sorry.

For the past that I never can get over with, I'm sorry.

For the love that I can't ever repay, I'm sorry.

HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY SYED MUHAMMAD NAFIS!~

May success and happiness will always be with you.

Whatever with the past has gone, and the best is always yet to come.

May Allah bless you in everything you do, and ease your way on becoming the next world's top chef!

I'll be proud to see you standing in the eyes of the world baby. I'll pray for you always.

Ilysm syg. :)

What should YOU do

You don't have to do anything

For me or for the rest of us

We don't have the right to judge your decision

Or to stop you from doing anything you want

The only thing you have to do is to break his heart, softly, smoothly

In any ways you want it to be

So that he will stop hoping and waiting for you

Because no matter what, he still loves you

Now and forever, God's willing

That's what he told me few days back

And I know you are aware of that

I want you to be happy, always

But honestly, my heart was broken once I saw that thing

And I almost burst into tears

But that's what friends are for

To accept and appreciate everything between each others

I appreciate you, but I still can't accept the new you

He WAS the best you ever have. WAS.

sorry

*updated*

this is for a friend who is FAR FAR AWAY, not somebody who's NEAR to me.get it?