stupid asshole.
u know u r not strong enough to face it.
yg gatal p tgk gak muka pompuan tu napa.
nak sgt tgk betapa burukny kaw banding dy?
nak sgt tgk muka org yg amek hak kaw dulu?
nak sgt tgk muka org yg ganti tpat kaw?
plz tears jgnla tumpah lg.
its been 8 months n 21 days.
its been exactly 7 months.
can't you just stop it khairunnisa?
idiot kai.u r such an idiot freaking asshole.
baek mati ja.da taw x kuat lagi tp blagak kuat gak.
stop it bitch!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
pms
im all messed up.
assignments,presentation,mid sem.
friends,family,past.
pms.the rupture of my endometrium wall caused the swing mood phenomena inside me.
not getting enough sleep.rest.haiz~
last night baba text me.
"aslmkum,apa icha buat skrg?dah makan?bb n mama bawa kalid ke pzht.ok nong,bb rndu betul nisa.wassalam"
*tears*
i need my used-to-be super comfy life right now!
assignments,presentation,mid sem.
friends,family,past.
pms.the rupture of my endometrium wall caused the swing mood phenomena inside me.
not getting enough sleep.rest.haiz~
last night baba text me.
"aslmkum,apa icha buat skrg?dah makan?bb n mama bawa kalid ke pzht.ok nong,bb rndu betul nisa.wassalam"
*tears*
i need my used-to-be super comfy life right now!
clap clap clap!
terima kasih!terima kasih kepada para peminat yg slama ni tlah byk mnyokong sy..
*sob2*..pergh.cm award ABP ja an.haha!
shoot~aku tadapat lak nak copy rules dy.
tp yg pnting kpada sesapa yg dpt award neyh,bg gn 10 bloggers laen yg korg rasa byk bg inspirasi gn korg.sukasukila sesape pn.huhu~
oya btw..thanx to iqah pyqunk!~mwahx~
i give this award to:
everybody
in
my
blog
list
(hehe...)..fair an an an??
:)
*sob2*..pergh.cm award ABP ja an.haha!
shoot~aku tadapat lak nak copy rules dy.
tp yg pnting kpada sesapa yg dpt award neyh,bg gn 10 bloggers laen yg korg rasa byk bg inspirasi gn korg.sukasukila sesape pn.huhu~
oya btw..thanx to iqah pyqunk!~mwahx~
i give this award to:
everybody
in
my
blog
list
(hehe...)..fair an an an??
:)
Saturday, April 25, 2009
...
i thought it's over.
but im totally wrong.
aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
ckp maw dtg kalaw berat org 43kg.now im 45.
dtg x kalaw org trun p 43kg?
051106-080808
air mata ini jatuh lagi.buat kesekian kalinya.
but im totally wrong.
aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah
yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku
ckp maw dtg kalaw berat org 43kg.now im 45.
dtg x kalaw org trun p 43kg?
051106-080808
air mata ini jatuh lagi.buat kesekian kalinya.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
tak mahu tidur
-18 April 2009-
this is the bag that i've been talking about before.hehe.grey color, simple,smart. sggup aku beli walaupon dah koyak.jahit rm3 ja kowt.huhu.
my first ever converse!huhu~stelah menyimpan niat brapa lama nak bli,akhirnya dpt gak.huhu.
ni pon agak cibai gak crita.time ni kat butik converse kat sunway.time usha2 thu p tempat yg bkan utk adults or teenagers tp bebudak.nak dijadikan cerita,aku mintakla saiz,smpai saiz 1 pon aku muat.pekerja sana da gelakkan aku.babeee~
masa aku try ada sorg abg thu,dy bdiri dpan aku.then dy kata,'muat ke?'.pathu gelak.x ke kuang hajar thu?
last2 aku ambek saiz 2,takot sempit law pakai sox.pathu da kwa dari kdai barula b crita gn aku,yg abang converse thu bwat gaya tonggek a.k.a nganjing bontot aku.shoot!
tapi untung wat!kepada rakan2 saya yg bkeadaan fizikal seperti sy,jgn sedeyh!kita untung sal kasut bebudak ag murah an?huahuahua~
nak dijadikan cerita,otw 2 sunway ari thu,kitorg ikotla kete fatah.tiba2 pas isi minyak kat shell batu 3,kete dy mati enjin.damn!naseb baek cpat menyadaikan diri bwah jambatan.kalaw tgah panas terik?cair make up aku!kitorg lepaking kat bwh jmbatan thu nak dekatla sjam dua gak.smpat bwat photoshit jap.knon nak wat stop motion.huhu.tp tajadi cuz aku maluuuu....(bila ms aku pndi malu ni.kiamat kiamat!)
setelah bkurun atlas aiman tompel thu pon dtgla..tlg bwak aku g subang square jap,yg 1st time aku dgar n pegi setelah m'google map pg thu..thx 2 my streamyx,mcm2 ada!huhu.
p anta external jab.tapi tada hal plak bila smpai sana.pathu dy gtaw ada branch kat PAS.ya allah..napala x habaq awl2..jauhhhh la sgt aku g subang,siap google alamat haa..upanya naek seranas 70 sen je kowt nak btolkan external aku..damn!~
sampai ja kat sunway,da w/draw duwet smua.direct g kenny rogers!kebulur tap cipan da!fatah gn aiman x join cuz g repair kete,so pas aiman anta kitorg dy pon chow lek g kepong.aku,lyn n b p la merayau2 kat sunway.sedaap gila masa thu,yela da pkul 4 x lunch ag an.roti kering pon jadi sedap.
haa.ni la dy mknan yg memecahkn diet nasik aku.wuu~looks yummy rite?hehehe...:P..
mmbwatkan aku x pk 2x da nak pcah diet.lantakla!~huhuhu.
aku sorg ja x abes makan cuz ayam dy bsar gila n im not a chicken-lover like farah.eheh.time makan thu da tbyang2 dy kat depan.leh tlg abeskan utk aku.unluckily dy balek awal,kna plagugut.tian.
pas mam thu jenjalan carik headphone xjmpa.g bli converse aku,skinny lyn (my bday gift utk dy.huhu).n her vest (agaknyala).fatah smpi kitorg pon g tgk 'THE UNBORN'.
aku suggestla an kepada ibu2 mengandung,warga emas,pesakit2 kronik mahupun mereka yg cepat melatah,silalah elakkan diri anda daripada menonton filem ini.nak kata seram sangat tak.tp saspen babi!sepanjang movie thu tapenah aku lepas tgn dari telinga aku.yela,mata leh tutup sendiri an.xsampai 5 minit start aku da jerit2 dalam panggung thu.tp syg..ending dy sedeyh..isk.
maw taw kalu,pigi tgk la ini wayg okayyhh..
*3.5 star.hehe..*
then we went back to shah alam.g restoran barra.sisha mali!rindu gila sisha!tp mlm ni x bes sgt plak.xrasa apa sisha dy.haih~kat manala sisha yg best ni..tkanan gwa aku...tp ape2 pon (azizi af1)..kira lepas gian gak la..hehe~
tgkla haa..c kodok pon pndi sudaaaaa~~~
begitulah alkisah hidup saya pada 18 april yang lalu bersamaan dengan hari Sabtu.segala yg baek dtgnya drpd ALLAH swt dan segala yg burok dtg dr kelemahan diri sy sendiri.
sekian sahaja berita pagi yg bsiaran langsung dr khaieysha.blogspot.com.salam hormat.
*krooh krooh~tajadi azam tanak tido.klas pkul 8!*
21st april 2008-21st april 2009
first of all...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!~
semoga panjang umur
murah rezeki
berjaya dunia akhirat
p/s:headphone kaw sok kitorg carik ah.hehehe~
semoga panjang umur
murah rezeki
berjaya dunia akhirat
p/s:headphone kaw sok kitorg carik ah.hehehe~
well..myb ada yg tertanya2 siapakah gerangan UNCLE yg aku cakap ni.huhu~beliau merupakan kawan baek aku yg jahat a.k.a laki kepada cintaku farah a.k.a joker a.k.a pengganas serbia yg tsesat di Malaysia.huhu.
today is his 2009-1985 (ni pon setelah aku cari lam fonbook aku cuz num.fon dy sama gn tawon dy lahir.hehe) = 24th bday!~tuo da ekaw jang oi~
beliau juga merupakan penasihat tetap hidup aku bermula genap setawon yang lalu.his 23rd birthday.hari yang sama aku dapat taw benda yg jadi titik gelap kepada 'nyawa' aku dulu.camanala aku nak celebrate birthday kaw ni uncle oi..sama ja gn celebrate hari aku mati kowt.haha!
thank you UNCLE!wlaupun kaw selalu marah2 akula,apela..tp nasihat2 kaw aku xkan lupa (yg mana aku ingatla an hehe) smpi bebila.aku ingat lg 1 benda dy cakap gn aku time aku dulu.agak bangang tap cipan beranak sebelas setengah la jugak kan.
today is his 2009-1985 (ni pon setelah aku cari lam fonbook aku cuz num.fon dy sama gn tawon dy lahir.hehe) = 24th bday!~tuo da ekaw jang oi~
beliau juga merupakan penasihat tetap hidup aku bermula genap setawon yang lalu.his 23rd birthday.hari yang sama aku dapat taw benda yg jadi titik gelap kepada 'nyawa' aku dulu.camanala aku nak celebrate birthday kaw ni uncle oi..sama ja gn celebrate hari aku mati kowt.haha!
thank you UNCLE!wlaupun kaw selalu marah2 akula,apela..tp nasihat2 kaw aku xkan lupa (yg mana aku ingatla an hehe) smpi bebila.aku ingat lg 1 benda dy cakap gn aku time aku dulu.agak bangang tap cipan beranak sebelas setengah la jugak kan.
'kaw ni kai,satu yg cantik mate kaw taw.idung kaw,besau.mulut,tebal.tapi mata kaw cantik kai.jadi gunakan apa yg kaw ada nak amek ati dy balik'
hahaha..soryla uncle..mata aku cantik cam bidadari pon dy tak pandang da an?huhu..aku mmg nak tgelak da time thu.apapa pown,thanx sebab sabar gila kaw gn farah layan 'gila' aku dulu.x jemu2 bagi nasihat and sokong aku dari blakang walaupon actually aku taw korg dua da dapat predict apa sbenarnya yg akan tjadi.cuma korg nak aku epy n nak sedapkan ati aku an an an?hehehe..
thanx sebab dok marah2 aku smpi sket g kne hentak gn helmet kaw sal tanak paham bahasa.huhu.
thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx infinity!~tataw da nak cakap camana.Tuhan ja dapat balas semua thu.headphone pon xsama nilainya.huhu..
(jgn plak kaw demand lebey gn aku!)
thanx sebab dok marah2 aku smpi sket g kne hentak gn helmet kaw sal tanak paham bahasa.huhu.
thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx thanx infinity!~tataw da nak cakap camana.Tuhan ja dapat balas semua thu.headphone pon xsama nilainya.huhu..
(jgn plak kaw demand lebey gn aku!)
anyway buddy...all the best wishes for you on your burfday!
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!
Monday, April 20, 2009
saat kau pergi
Bunga Citra Lestari - Saat Kau Pergi
entah mengapa hatiku terus gelisah
apa yang kan terjadi
air mata pun jatuh tak tertahan
melihatmu terdiam
* ternyata kau pergi tuk selamanya
tinggalkan diriku dan cintaku
apa kau melihat
dan mendengar
tangis kehilangan dariku
baru saja
ku ingin kau tahu
perasaanku padamu
mungkin Tuhan tak izinkan sekarang
kau dan aku bahagia
apa kau melihat
kau mendengar
kau melihat
*huh!gila btawon2 aku cari lagu nie~skunk baru dapat!yeah3!~huhuhuhuhu..enjoy!*
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
...'aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta'
'aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta...'
haha.tetiba plak mengenang naseb.
rasanya aku da lupa cmana rasanya b'CINTA'..(blerhrebrhe..geli bulu idung aku!)
ingat plak an dulu2 time skola menengah semua panggil aku 'wanita cinta pink'.
wanita-cuz i don't like ppl calling me 'wanita' wlaupon mksud nama aku mmg wanita.paan la pny keja.babi!
cinta-cuz cam gwang tap babi n spanjang2 aku 'dipunyai' oleh ex2 aku b4 this haram aku cakap menda neh.tapenah langsung!(err..jap2..rasanyala.kalaw ada pown tapenah maksudkan.sorg je.huhu)
pink:i used to hate pink.ngee~but now i don't~
but when i thought i have found the right,and the only person that give me the strength to say 'i love you' or 'org cintakan syg sgt2'...He took it away from me.well,maybe He doesn't want me to get too far in my journey to love and to be loved by someone.
*sigh*
seriously,i really do not know how is it to be someone's gurl anymore~
aku lupa gila camana nak syg org blainan jantina.betul.sumpah tak tipu.
ish~takot plak tiba2 aku btukar orientation an.
da paksa gila2 nie nak suka laki.taboley jugak!
neutral ja perasaan.adala gak tp,takat tu ja la,taboley nak lebeyh lagi.
it's like somebody had already filled my heart with everything:-love(once).PAIN.lots of it.
sampai da taboley masuk bendasing laen lagay.hmm...
tulun tulun!i dont wanna be a lesbo!~
well,maybe im better off alone anyway.
it's not that im really that pathetic loner an.
fam ada.frens ada...(hot guys ramai ir ir ir)
most of all...i know HE will always there for me whenever i need HIM :)
'aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta...'
haha.tetiba plak mengenang naseb.
rasanya aku da lupa cmana rasanya b'CINTA'..(blerhrebrhe..geli bulu idung aku!)
ingat plak an dulu2 time skola menengah semua panggil aku 'wanita cinta pink'.
wanita-cuz i don't like ppl calling me 'wanita' wlaupon mksud nama aku mmg wanita.paan la pny keja.babi!
cinta-cuz cam gwang tap babi n spanjang2 aku 'dipunyai' oleh ex2 aku b4 this haram aku cakap menda neh.tapenah langsung!(err..jap2..rasanyala.kalaw ada pown tapenah maksudkan.sorg je.huhu)
pink:i used to hate pink.ngee~but now i don't~
but when i thought i have found the right,and the only person that give me the strength to say 'i love you' or 'org cintakan syg sgt2'...He took it away from me.well,maybe He doesn't want me to get too far in my journey to love and to be loved by someone.
*sigh*
seriously,i really do not know how is it to be someone's gurl anymore~
aku lupa gila camana nak syg org blainan jantina.betul.sumpah tak tipu.
ish~takot plak tiba2 aku btukar orientation an.
da paksa gila2 nie nak suka laki.taboley jugak!
neutral ja perasaan.adala gak tp,takat tu ja la,taboley nak lebeyh lagi.
it's like somebody had already filled my heart with everything:-love(once).PAIN.lots of it.
sampai da taboley masuk bendasing laen lagay.hmm...
tulun tulun!i dont wanna be a lesbo!~
well,maybe im better off alone anyway.
it's not that im really that pathetic loner an.
fam ada.frens ada...(hot guys ramai ir ir ir)
most of all...i know HE will always there for me whenever i need HIM :)
^_^borink dowh.tataw nak post apa sebenarnya^_^
buhsan
nak update nak update nak update!
tp dgn cibainya tetiba plak laptop aku taboley detect phone aku an
sial.urgh!~da la external jab okay jab x
la ni da ok phone lak
damn damn damn!rasa cm nak curse ja memanjang
*astaghfirullahalazimmm*
k.lantak ah.bes ah tadi lepas gian karaoke kat pelaga
nak upload pic pon tada mood.shoot
nak tido xleh.shoot
nak wat assignment malas.shoot
nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak
whatever
end.
-->rasanya saya rindu seseorang tapi tataw sapa dia.aiyo~
mengapa mengapa mengapa???
mengapa bila sudah menjauh baru rasa begitu?
s.e.t.u.p.i.k~
abaikan perempuan ni.geger.
tp dgn cibainya tetiba plak laptop aku taboley detect phone aku an
sial.urgh!~da la external jab okay jab x
la ni da ok phone lak
damn damn damn!rasa cm nak curse ja memanjang
*astaghfirullahalazimmm*
k.lantak ah.bes ah tadi lepas gian karaoke kat pelaga
nak upload pic pon tada mood.shoot
nak tido xleh.shoot
nak wat assignment malas.shoot
nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak
whatever
end.
-->rasanya saya rindu seseorang tapi tataw sapa dia.aiyo~
mengapa mengapa mengapa???
mengapa bila sudah menjauh baru rasa begitu?
s.e.t.u.p.i.k~
abaikan perempuan ni.geger.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
dipaksa lg ni jwb tag oleh c nanad sm lyn..wakakak~
waa..menci!dsuruh jwb tag balik!kalaw ak taw ak x tag kamu 2 urg..haha..maw jwb satu jak nnt satu lg ngamuk..jd skali la ah ak jwb~huhuhu..k k here it goes!~
1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (dia tu org yang tagged kite kut)
lyn:-bespren bha kami sjak foundation..haha..c kilik ni..wakakak~
nad:-ni lagila..xpyh dckap..getek...sy cuma bbespren dgn org getek shj..n she is d getekest among all!!!~
2. 5 impressions terhdp dia
lyn: -paliinng kuat bckap!slagi matany x ttutup slagi tu la dy xkn berenti..haha
-slalu utamakn kwn bnding diriny
-kuat btul mbebel gn c fatah..hahaha
-kcikkk jak urgnya..perasan kiut lg tu.tp aku TATAP lg kiut dr kaw.wakakakaka
-kira pling baek la dlm ging2 kami..2la c uncle xpna mrh dy(kununnn...)..hahaha~
nad:- d getekest girl on earth slepas aku..huhuhu
-wpun dy ckp aku slalu prasan kiut n dy lg kiut,tp sbenarny bgusla kamu kasi antonim tu ayat..kerana itula sbenar2 knyataan..hahaha..(ndak bha nad..kawla yg paling kiut!slepas aku la..haha)
-paling cinta mati uda sm c pz..huhu..skak aku tgk durg ni..smoga bkekalan smpi bl2..jgn jd cm ak.haha!~
-pmpuan sebaya ak yg pling ak syg!maw dkt 7 twon uda kmi knal,5 twon kmi rapat..dy la pling sabar dgn prangaiku..haha(tsk tb2 plak mgalir airmataku tulis ni ayt..isk2~)
-she's d best gurlfren dat i ever have in my 20 years life!
3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang die lakukan kat awak..
lyn:-apa ya??ak pn xtaw..adala skali dy tngkan ak time ak nanges gila2..cm tb2 kata2nya matang plak time tu..tkjut ak kjap..huhu
nad:-erm..kasi suap ak mkn..pdhal dyla paling x pndi mnyuap..hehe..n of coz my 20th bday surprise!~thx nek!~
4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak..
lyn:-hadiah bdayku jgn lupa arr..haha..da e2 yg dy slalu ckp..xble sua ak lupa..huhu
nad:-smla juak pa dy post..time bila ya tu nek?hahahah..(unable 2 ctnue my words..aku terHUra d cni..huhuhu)
5. Kalau die kekasih awak.. awak akan..
lyn:-sumbat dy dalam teddy bearny yg pling bsar thu..c delly ka namany..biar dy duk dendiam..hahahaahaha
nad:-tdur d buttnya yg pling lebar tu..haha..trust me.sdap!cm bntal bulu angsa.hahahah
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak. awak akan..
lyn n nad:-bak kata pepatah blanche..'musuh harus dihapuskan!'.hahaha~
7. Kalau die kekasih awak.. dia perlu improve dlm..
lyn:-mngurangkn proses pembebelannya thu..huahuahua
nad:-mengecikkan salah satu part paling crucial di badannya..(wakakakk!~)
8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana...
lyn n nad:-dua2 namaw trima knyataan yg aku ni paling tiut dlm sjarah kelahiran bayi2 di malaysia.hahaha~
9. Overall impression ttg dia..
lyn:-baek btuull sama kwn2nya..pntingkn dirimu dulu lyn!jgn smpi dpijak(esp. oleh aku la..haha)
nad:-honestly..pmikirannya lagi matang dr umurnya..smpi memku pn skak kaw!ahh..mencila ak!pla kaw jd anak memku sn!
10. The most desirable thing to do to her/him
lyn:-kasi dy xbckap spatah haram pn lam masa 5 minit.huahuahu~
nad:-ajar dy kmas bilik!!!~
hahaha..pwaska ati kamu??kalaw ada papa yg tsinggung menyinggung ataw bersinggung mohon ampun mahap arr..jgn tag blik ni brg ma ak!~huahuahua~
1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (dia tu org yang tagged kite kut)
lyn:-bespren bha kami sjak foundation..haha..c kilik ni..wakakak~
nad:-ni lagila..xpyh dckap..getek...sy cuma bbespren dgn org getek shj..n she is d getekest among all!!!~
2. 5 impressions terhdp dia
lyn: -paliinng kuat bckap!slagi matany x ttutup slagi tu la dy xkn berenti..haha
-slalu utamakn kwn bnding diriny
-kuat btul mbebel gn c fatah..hahaha
-kcikkk jak urgnya..perasan kiut lg tu.tp aku TATAP lg kiut dr kaw.wakakakaka
-kira pling baek la dlm ging2 kami..2la c uncle xpna mrh dy(kununnn...)..hahaha~
nad:- d getekest girl on earth slepas aku..huhuhu
-wpun dy ckp aku slalu prasan kiut n dy lg kiut,tp sbenarny bgusla kamu kasi antonim tu ayat..kerana itula sbenar2 knyataan..hahaha..(ndak bha nad..kawla yg paling kiut!slepas aku la..haha)
-paling cinta mati uda sm c pz..huhu..skak aku tgk durg ni..smoga bkekalan smpi bl2..jgn jd cm ak.haha!~
-pmpuan sebaya ak yg pling ak syg!maw dkt 7 twon uda kmi knal,5 twon kmi rapat..dy la pling sabar dgn prangaiku..haha(tsk tb2 plak mgalir airmataku tulis ni ayt..isk2~)
-she's d best gurlfren dat i ever have in my 20 years life!
3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang die lakukan kat awak..
lyn:-apa ya??ak pn xtaw..adala skali dy tngkan ak time ak nanges gila2..cm tb2 kata2nya matang plak time tu..tkjut ak kjap..huhu
nad:-erm..kasi suap ak mkn..pdhal dyla paling x pndi mnyuap..hehe..n of coz my 20th bday surprise!~thx nek!~
4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak..
lyn:-hadiah bdayku jgn lupa arr..haha..da e2 yg dy slalu ckp..xble sua ak lupa..huhu
nad:-smla juak pa dy post..time bila ya tu nek?hahahah..(unable 2 ctnue my words..aku terHUra d cni..huhuhu)
5. Kalau die kekasih awak.. awak akan..
lyn:-sumbat dy dalam teddy bearny yg pling bsar thu..c delly ka namany..biar dy duk dendiam..hahahaahaha
nad:-tdur d buttnya yg pling lebar tu..haha..trust me.sdap!cm bntal bulu angsa.hahahah
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak. awak akan..
lyn n nad:-bak kata pepatah blanche..'musuh harus dihapuskan!'.hahaha~
7. Kalau die kekasih awak.. dia perlu improve dlm..
lyn:-mngurangkn proses pembebelannya thu..huahuahua
nad:-mengecikkan salah satu part paling crucial di badannya..(wakakakk!~)
8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana...
lyn n nad:-dua2 namaw trima knyataan yg aku ni paling tiut dlm sjarah kelahiran bayi2 di malaysia.hahaha~
9. Overall impression ttg dia..
lyn:-baek btuull sama kwn2nya..pntingkn dirimu dulu lyn!jgn smpi dpijak(esp. oleh aku la..haha)
nad:-honestly..pmikirannya lagi matang dr umurnya..smpi memku pn skak kaw!ahh..mencila ak!pla kaw jd anak memku sn!
10. The most desirable thing to do to her/him
lyn:-kasi dy xbckap spatah haram pn lam masa 5 minit.huahuahu~
nad:-ajar dy kmas bilik!!!~
hahaha..pwaska ati kamu??kalaw ada papa yg tsinggung menyinggung ataw bersinggung mohon ampun mahap arr..jgn tag blik ni brg ma ak!~huahuahua~
short sem
ah yes.well this is our new timetable for the first short sem
nervous system
first aid
communicative english
yeay!i love english!i remember the conversation between my parent about me
they thought it was such a waste for not letting me to choose TESL after my SPM
haha~btol gak.i like English.i want to improve my vocab n speaking
but now isn't the right time
God's willing,one day I'll be as good as my idol.sapa?can't reveal here la..huhu
well3~this is not d main point im writing this blog in the middle of the night!
I feel like it's a must now to STOP thinking bout anything else and concentrate more on my study
no more tears.no more love(nnt2la thu).no more unnecessary things lingers in my mind
enjoy boleh tp bpada2..huhu
hey kai!you were once the best!and u've also once proved to others that failure is not forever
but because of one stupid BASTARD who threw you away from his life..you let yourself become a dumbass
wake up kai!time for a change!it's not too late to get back to the right path
people can judge me in any ways they want.i don't give a damn.
i am crazy.i am hyperactive(hey i take it as a compliment ye arif:P).i am emo.i am stubborn.i am whatever i am right now.
there's no need to change and become a better person for others
it's for you,you yourself to be better and better and better
you guys out there!don't under estimate me!
myahahaha!(ktawak jahat jap)
my name is KHAIRUNNISA a.k.a kakai
i won't let anything stop me
Insya Allah..
syukur sbb akhirnya bjaya naekkan kmbali apa yg turun
wlaupun sdikit tp da ckup utk aku bangkitkan balik smangat aku utk blajar n bjaya
Ya Allah..
cukuplah KAU tarik nikmat cintaku dari sisiku..jangan KAU tarik nikmat cita2ku..
guide me..
hanya KAU dan aku yg tahu apa yg aku mohon kepadaMu masa itu
i leave it to YOU to decide which one is better for me
cuz im too tired to fight the fact and the fate
and my destiny...
-thanxsie lappy.thanxsie bloggy-
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
tagged~-ain-
lol.i just found out that i've been tagged by ain!sorry babe!~hehe..xprasan..
k k lets do it!~
1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (dia tu org yang tagged kite kut)
-she's my classmate..
2. 5 impressions terhdp dia
-erm..tatawla cuz xrapat sgt..but so far aku tgk dy ni
--gile2 gak
--smile a lot!
--besfren gn bakal adek ipar kwn aku ir ir ir
--rajin
--smangt inkuiri yg tggi..hehe
3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang die lakukan kat awak..
-err..pe ek?bsama2 mncari jadual xm utk endocrine system kowt..haha..that was d first time i talked to her
4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak..
-x dapat dipastikan..hehe
5. Kalau die kekasih awak.. awak akan..
-kerat otak aku cuz she's a girl!and my orientation is absofuckinglutely straight k..hehe
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak. awak akan..
-nauzubillah..biarla bkwn smpi mati:)
7. Kalau die kekasih awak.. dia perlu improve dlm..
-xreti bhasa btol soalan ni.naseb baekla ko x paham papa..
8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana...
-x tlintas lak dlm otak aku..huhu
9. Overall impression ttg dia..
-she's a happy-go-lucky girl..
10. The most desirable thing to do to her/him
-rendam lam kolam..haha..tetiba tlintas jwpn ni lam otak aku..
11. Apakah awak rasa ttg pandangan org terhadap awak?
-wallahualammm..pa kata ko ty dorg??
12. The character of you for yourself?
-emotional.stubborn.
13. On contrary, the character you hate about you..
-unable to control my emotion and anger towards others.LAZY!
14. The most ideal person you want to be with?
-my love (if i have one la one day)
15. For people who like you.. tell sumthing about them.
-thanx.n sorry.that's all.
16. Ten people you tag:
1-blanche
2-nanad
3-...
4-elya
5-lyn
6-pija
7-bun
8-arif
9-farah
10-syuz
17. No.2 ada hubungan dgn siapa?
-gn c pz blackie!~
18. Is no. 3 female or male..
-male
19. If no.7 and 10 have a relationnship. Is it a good thing?
-uu..taboleyyy...
20. Mcmmane dgn no.5 dan no.8?
-arif gn lyn?wakakakaakakaak!~
21. No.4 single kah?
-taaakk..dy bakal adek ipar num 9..hehehe
22. No. 1 belajar apa?
-sm gn aku..bms.
23. Say sumething about no. 6.
-i like it rough.haha
24. No. 9 klakar tak?
-yup!
*kpd yg kena tag,sila la wat tag ni ek..sorry sgt2 klau ade yg x puas ati psl tag ni..luv u all =]
k k lets do it!~
1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (dia tu org yang tagged kite kut)
-she's my classmate..
2. 5 impressions terhdp dia
-erm..tatawla cuz xrapat sgt..but so far aku tgk dy ni
--gile2 gak
--smile a lot!
--besfren gn bakal adek ipar kwn aku ir ir ir
--rajin
--smangt inkuiri yg tggi..hehe
3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang die lakukan kat awak..
-err..pe ek?bsama2 mncari jadual xm utk endocrine system kowt..haha..that was d first time i talked to her
4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak..
-x dapat dipastikan..hehe
5. Kalau die kekasih awak.. awak akan..
-kerat otak aku cuz she's a girl!and my orientation is absofuckinglutely straight k..hehe
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak. awak akan..
-nauzubillah..biarla bkwn smpi mati:)
7. Kalau die kekasih awak.. dia perlu improve dlm..
-xreti bhasa btol soalan ni.naseb baekla ko x paham papa..
8. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak... mungkin kerana...
-x tlintas lak dlm otak aku..huhu
9. Overall impression ttg dia..
-she's a happy-go-lucky girl..
10. The most desirable thing to do to her/him
-rendam lam kolam..haha..tetiba tlintas jwpn ni lam otak aku..
11. Apakah awak rasa ttg pandangan org terhadap awak?
-wallahualammm..pa kata ko ty dorg??
12. The character of you for yourself?
-emotional.stubborn.
13. On contrary, the character you hate about you..
-unable to control my emotion and anger towards others.LAZY!
14. The most ideal person you want to be with?
-my love (if i have one la one day)
15. For people who like you.. tell sumthing about them.
-thanx.n sorry.that's all.
16. Ten people you tag:
1-blanche
2-nanad
3-...
4-elya
5-lyn
6-pija
7-bun
8-arif
9-farah
10-syuz
17. No.2 ada hubungan dgn siapa?
-gn c pz blackie!~
18. Is no. 3 female or male..
-male
19. If no.7 and 10 have a relationnship. Is it a good thing?
-uu..taboleyyy...
20. Mcmmane dgn no.5 dan no.8?
-arif gn lyn?wakakakaakakaak!~
21. No.4 single kah?
-taaakk..dy bakal adek ipar num 9..hehehe
22. No. 1 belajar apa?
-sm gn aku..bms.
23. Say sumething about no. 6.
-i like it rough.haha
24. No. 9 klakar tak?
-yup!
*kpd yg kena tag,sila la wat tag ni ek..sorry sgt2 klau ade yg x puas ati psl tag ni..luv u all =]
who's that girl?
huahua..baru bli td
my very own first english book that I bought just now
mine is on the left while the other one is b's
selama ni suma buku aku tapaw kat lebri..ir ir ir
mentang2la mak aku keja sana kan
rasanya penah gak la aku bli tp dah x ingat..2pun duit mak bapak gak
based on the synopsis rasa2nya cam best la
i'll post the review after I've finished reading this k~
owh!~lupa.ada bli beg gak..ni lagi best.huhu..at last i've found a sling bag which is really2 cool!~for me la..hehe..
unfortunately bila mntak stok baru tarak,cek2 stok yg ada poket blakang tu koyak plak.isk~
maka dengan hati yang berat seberat batu belah batu bertangkup ktorg pn chowla dr sana
suddenly kpala hotak aku tpikir something
pa la biol sgt.kn ka bole jahit!
so we went back to the shop (eastwear kat PAS) and asked whether I can buy the bag or not,cuz before that the salesgirl told me that they had rejected the bag.
dgn muka selamba badaknya aku ttp gak nak bli beg tu..so..pihak pengurusan pn bgla jual~huhu
yeay!~i bought it for only RM34.30 (the actual price is RM49.90 but then they got 30% discount)
aku pon antarla p kdai jahit beg kat giant,nak btulkan kain dlm poket blakang tu..RM3 ja..
hehe..so kesimpulannya..
RM34.30+RM3=RM37.30
and its worth it!i lurveee d bag since ive been searching for a cool sling bag all this while!
tp xdpt nak post pic cuz lom siap jht lg.later la k~
b kata muka aku cam takut beg baru aku kna curik..kehkehkeh~
toodles!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
im back!~
im back 2 d hell.yeah!
1st post kat umah.pki streamyx.yeah!
bakal dpt result.yeah!
im dead meat.yeah yeah yeah!~
yeaaaahhhh!!~aku rs nak b'yeah2 je skunk neh
~~huahuahua~~
1st post kat umah.pki streamyx.yeah!
bakal dpt result.yeah!
im dead meat.yeah yeah yeah!~
yeaaaahhhh!!~aku rs nak b'yeah2 je skunk neh
~~huahuahua~~
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
tagged by ain n elya~:B
Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag as many people as you like. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : kai
2. A four Letter Word : kick
3. A boy's Name : khairule
4. A girl's Name : khairun
5. An occupation : kerani
6. A color : kuning
7. Something you'll wear: khakis
9. A food : kari kerbau myahaha
10. Something found in the bathroom: kaki kerusi kaler pink mak aku punya yang dah patah
11. A place : kml
12. A reason for being late : keracunan makanan?diterima x?huhu
13. Something you'd shout : kiss ur ass!
14. A movie title : kabhi albida naa kehna
15. Something you drink : koka kola haha
16. A musical group : kaisier chief
17. An animal : kutu
18. A street name : kuhara street
19. A type of car : kereta kodok@kutu babi (that's what my aunt used to call the violkswagen actually haha)
20. The title of a song : kabus ribut (butterfingers)
I tagged:
E.V.E.R.Y.B.O.D.Y.!!!
1. What is your name : kai
2. A four Letter Word : kick
3. A boy's Name : khairule
4. A girl's Name : khairun
5. An occupation : kerani
6. A color : kuning
7. Something you'll wear: khakis
9. A food : kari kerbau myahaha
10. Something found in the bathroom: kaki kerusi kaler pink mak aku punya yang dah patah
11. A place : kml
12. A reason for being late : keracunan makanan?diterima x?huhu
13. Something you'd shout : kiss ur ass!
14. A movie title : kabhi albida naa kehna
15. Something you drink : koka kola haha
16. A musical group : kaisier chief
17. An animal : kutu
18. A street name : kuhara street
19. A type of car : kereta kodok@kutu babi (that's what my aunt used to call the violkswagen actually haha)
20. The title of a song : kabus ribut (butterfingers)
I tagged:
E.V.E.R.Y.B.O.D.Y.!!!
Monday, April 6, 2009
MRSM KOKI~
050409
Due to my borinkness (do they even have this word in the dictionary?) tonight, and to avoid myself from shedding any tears again and again and again (well..its supposed to be d 29th today.forget it)..maka aku pun menyelongkarlah bilik aku..and terjumpa segala stuffs yang aku dok kumpul sejak sekolah menengah..especially pictures of me and my buddies..ya Allah buruk yang amat aku ni rupanya dulu!hahaha…skarang pon la..tp dulu mmgla tapir beranak lapan la bha thu..gemuk sial!~padanlah semua orang cakap aku gemuk kan??*sigh*…
K k..the main point is..i miss MRSM! Walaupun di sanalah bermulanya zaman gelap aku..tapi takesah!~being a student, especially ANSARAians was one of the most exciting, wonderful, terrible and seribu satu macam lagi pengalaman yang pernah aku lalui..rindu sangat2!~
First of all.. I miss all my classmates, the Nilamianz..
Due to my borinkness (do they even have this word in the dictionary?) tonight, and to avoid myself from shedding any tears again and again and again (well..its supposed to be d 29th today.forget it)..maka aku pun menyelongkarlah bilik aku..and terjumpa segala stuffs yang aku dok kumpul sejak sekolah menengah..especially pictures of me and my buddies..ya Allah buruk yang amat aku ni rupanya dulu!hahaha…skarang pon la..tp dulu mmgla tapir beranak lapan la bha thu..gemuk sial!~padanlah semua orang cakap aku gemuk kan??*sigh*…
K k..the main point is..i miss MRSM! Walaupun di sanalah bermulanya zaman gelap aku..tapi takesah!~being a student, especially ANSARAians was one of the most exciting, wonderful, terrible and seribu satu macam lagi pengalaman yang pernah aku lalui..rindu sangat2!~
First of all.. I miss all my classmates, the Nilamianz..
- Ian Flavius Ongkili, our class monitor a.k.a the ‘stress’ boy..mangsa buli paran..
- Flora, our assistant class monitor, the genius+slumberbadak girl..thanx sbb sabar ajar sy fizik gn add math flo!~
- Topo..penyeri kelas kami..xtaw maw describe apa ni budak..mmg sot gilak..sprinter maktab neyh!~im so proud of you..kawla paling tabah!
- JC..dok sebelah aku..ni lagi selamba badak dia maw wat apa dalam kelas..jalan2 seret kaki..hahaha
- Ramnah..c cantik n mantaB!~pn atlet jgk..geng curi2 dgr lagu time prep..haha..
- Lujirin..c bungukz yg kuat cakap idung aku besar..aku pdulik apa kaw LUJIREEN!!hahahahah….tp kaw mmg baek la luj..rndu kaw bangat!
- Shareen..hahaha…gosip hangat Luj gn dy..pencetus revolusi LUJIREEN tu..wakakaka…
- Sylvia..my homeroom yg tulisan kiut gilak..kemas n unik..
- Ander..control macho..lembut ja..huahua..
- Hilary…pembahas negara..huhu..skali kuar fakta2 dy..pergh..err…skema gak..p tandas pon pakai kasut kulit dowh!~
- Stephen!my cayunk yg auwwww~~jual kaset Dido separuh harga gn aku dulu..pemboikot utama reunion Nilamianz..wakaka..buduuu~
- Oliver..Woo..sikitt lg aku btumbuk gn dia sal koir dulu..naseb kitorg menang!damn u..haha..(ooh..smpat gak ak mnggatal gn dy jap masa form 5..haha..)
- Anneliah..Mrs.Oliver..slalu lawan debate gn aku lam kelas gak..hee~aku kalaw knak lawan sket lam kelas trus mengencang org kk cakap..
- Annas a.k.a kalip sanna…kalipku yg paling disyg..ni la manusia..astaghfirullah..tiiiduuuuurrr 24 jam..xla aku taw mana otaknya bole jawab xm gitu..blajar dalam tidur kali..mata garfield sebenar abad ini..huahua..jg digelar ‘study boy’..(kononnn…)
- PIJA!i miss everything bout u babe!~E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G!
- Filzah..uFF!~ni nenek2 saturg ni..(jangaaannllaaa dy baca..)..d genius yg annoying sket..huahua..paling bro anti gn dy..tp kdg2 kesian+best jgk tgk gelagatnya..haha..(kitorg pna wat dy nangis tym bday dy..xtaw pon ari 2 bday dy..hehehehe…sory babe!)
- EJ..ni lelaki paling macho la ba abad ini dgn c hanna..hahahahaha
- Hanna..atlet terbaek maktab neyh!~u r d best ensiew..pindik2 tagap!~
- Eljacksey..hee~~sy still simpan kaw punya patung kaw bg saya..thxsie dear!;p
- Hanis..GG..d one with shopping as her passion..huhu..pon kawan bgadu bro..
- Camito..d brisbane bha sua dy..peewiitt..ex-bf-2-jam pija..hakhak!~gosip terhangat d pasaran!
- Fiefie…c pipi-katak-yang-lentok..ayu tlampau nauzubillah!~sukaaakk2nyaaaa pnggil aku ayam togel..hobinya every morning usap2 tgn aku b4 stat kelas..kakik tidur juak ni..bkas pengarang jantung c bunzz..haha jangan marah cewek…(cinta tiga segi..bunz-fie2-topo)
- Murni..mmgla murni sesuai banget gn namanya..lembut ja..segan gn dy ni kadang2..baek btul..(tp kadang2 dtg gilaknya..)haha…rajin n genius!
- Shikeen..gelabah! “cmana ni..aku tataw jawab..salah ke betul ni..”..tp semua A.ndaak ka bikin panas thu??bgus kaw bagi otak gn aku dowh!~
- Bunz a.k.a iqram..pelukis kita..yg jiwa2 thap bunga raya..hahaha..kalaw maw didescribe sal dy nnt jd kontroversi plak..hee~tp kawla juak yg taw sedikit sebnyak rahsia atiku dulu..huahua..~(ni lg skett tsasar sama c mimi..sm aku kaw xmaw ka?haha!)
- Farid..kawan lama dr SMAKK..dlm diam2 mngganas..huahua..terer IT gak neyh..
- Nadiana..i like her..sweet..genius tp gila2..n slamba kodok dy ckap aku ketawa cam kuda..haha..xpa2..aku anggap sbagai pujian thu..hehe…
- Erry..err2..*kelip2 mata*..bboyz..smpat gn dy tym form 4 ja..pn ada kntroversi gak..hehehehe….miss u..=)
- Paan..if I have 1 wish I would like to slap you hard and tell you how much I miss and need you BRO!~;-(..
~nie baru part one..baru klazmet aku..lom Tawauianz pny part..rumet2..juniors seniors..scandals..exs..cikgu2..cases..gossips..huahua..sgguh ramai..~
~~uFF..i miss everybody!~di mana anda semua!!~~
~n I miss 5th..haha!NO MORE!!no more..~
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Pearl!~
wahai rakan2 sekalian..
silalah merajin2kan diri anda untuk melawat blog ini yerh..
http://nadyshapearlicious.blogspot.com
price is negotiable
ori punya!~
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silalah merajin2kan diri anda untuk melawat blog ini yerh..
http://nadyshapearlicious.blogspot.com
price is negotiable
ori punya!~
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