Sunday, February 28, 2010

The borderline between love and hate is often thin

I love you
I always do
We both know what is best for both of us
But yet, we still push ourselves to the limit

There is one time where I couldn't tell whether it is love or sympathy
Love or responsibility
Love or loyalty
But then I know I will end up with the same conclusion
Stick to it
Bear with it

I wish someone will truly understands me
What I want
What I need
I guess no one will

Just a phrase had made my day

'Where goes all the guys who gave you all the attention you need?'
'Who did showed their love and care?'
'They left you right?'

And the next thing I knew, I was staring at the mirror
And cursed myself for how ungrateful I am to have such a wonderful person beside me
And keep asking for more.

I'm sorry. So sorry.
You deserve much better than me.