Teruk. Memang teruk. This morning when my junior asked me dah lama tak update, baru teringat, laa aku ada blog rupanya. Ada jugak orang baca isk isk terharu I. The main reason is MALAS. TAK ADA MASA. And actually, nothing interesting happened to me for the last few months. Nanti kalaw update pun asyik emo memanjang bosan pulak kan, so diam2 sudah.
So, one last day to 2011. Dah boleh cakap aku last sekali mandi tahun lepas la. HAHAHA not funny. My 2010 is everything. Happy, sad, betrayed, shocked. The mix feelings brings me to one word: blur. Sumpah tahun ni aku banyak blur. Entahlah pasal apa. Too much going on and maybe that is the best thing to do to handle em all. I've come to realize that nothing is forever, again, and when the time has come, nobody can do anything about it. We plan, He decides.
Azam? Sudahkan azam yang lepas2. Muahaha. But seriously, azam tahun ni, no, saat ni, nak jadi sabar. I'm extremely impatient. Those yang satu sekolah sampai ke matriks and MSU sekarang, wajib tahu yang panas baran = Kai. I need to get rid of this A.S.A.P, if not I'll lose my precious one for real. 'Sabar Kai sabar.' I keep on saying this to myself so that I won't explode. 'Good comes to those who wait.' Pesanan seseorang. Thank you for that.
Family. Khalid went for Medic at Zagazig. Rindu :'(. Walaupun aku ni kakak yang jahat nauzubillah, but when it comes to my only bro, I'll definitely say I love him to the max! Madu racun semua dia. Balik cuti hari tu sunyi ja rumah dia tak ada. Isk. Baba & Mama pun aku taw mesti rindu dia gila2. Nenek lagilah, tak payah cakap. Luckily Skype connects us all. Haha! Palinglah lawak bila ingat masa nak ajar baba guna skype. Sekarang semua dah ada FB. Bagus2, ada kemajuan. Terpaksa block masing2. Muahaha. Sorry! Tp tahun ni sangat banyak homesick. Maybe sebab teringat yang diorang tinggal berdua, till I come to the extent yang tak nak sambung belajar dah pasni. Nak balik Tawau ja. Haih. Dear God, please take a very good care of Mama, Baba, Khalid and nenek ok? And also my aunt, uncle and big bro. Rindu :'(.
2010 tahun aku paling banyak terasa dengan kawan2 aku. Sorry friends :) Why? Sebab semua pakat sembunyi. Semua pakat lari sana lari sini. Semua talam. Ok sorry bukan semua, certain people. But still, my love for you guys is bigger than what hurts me. Without them, I wouldn't be here by now. Thanks :)
Love? Not much to say. Prefer to keep it to myself. Just that I'm GLAD, and by that I really mean GLAD, and grateful to have him by my side. Abaikan post2 emo. Hehe. He's the one who taught me to be patient, calm, jangan ikut perasaan, matang. Yang ni tak berjaya lagilah still childish. Lepas Nanad cakap, baru aku perasan, betullah, aku lebih sabar sekarang. Thanks love, and I'm sorry, janji tak bagi balik ogeh! Love you lots syg :)
Since this is my last theoretical semester, I'm gonna try my best to score and up kan pointer. Pasni dah takda 'takpa cuba lagi next sem'. This is it! Kena pandai bagi masa kerja and study. Oh did I mention earlier that I'm officially one of the Subway crew since almost a month ago? Hehehe I love working there! The crews are all friendly and most importantly, dapat makan free hari2. Hehehe. :D. Sambil belajar minum Pepsi. Hahaha.
Looking forward for a bright new year! Goodbye 2010, thanks for the memories :)
