saya ditagged!adoy~

16 random things about me.

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you.Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i am emo (ya ktawak2 mmg aku emosional nak wat cmana)
2. i love chocolate n sampoerna (don't blame me for this k!~)
3. i am currently studying medical science which i dont really know what i am going to be when i finished this course.nak smbung mbbs!
4. i can be very annoying and irritating. but sometimes i know how to be nice to people too=). but that rarely happens lorh..
5. im addicted to bags!handbags to be exact.kat uma ja da blambak sampai x cukup 2 laci..huu..~cam maw gila tgk beg2 nie..especially momoe pny..cantik banget!~
6. i am single and not interested in any relationship with guys.gurls bolehlah..haha..skarg masa untuk cuci2 mata aja dong!~
7. i am a powerful choleric person.damn!tataw apa p google k!
8. i love 8. i just love this number. though 08.08.08 was the day that i will never ever want to remember for the rest of my life.
9. i hate people talking crap or whatsoever even i can be 1 of them sometimes.gosip2 boleh jgn merapu2.its irritating man!
10. i hope i can grow up a little. im juz 151cm!paling pindik suda thu.but since suma gigi aku da tumbuh jadi hancur musnahlah harapanku..isk2~tiapa2..urang kk bilang pindik2 tagap seyh!
11. i am 'suci' tp x 'murni'. (haha..nad ingat lagi ni??)
12. i wanna be a doctor.or anything related to biology and human body system.i found it really2 interesting especially when it comes to our reproductive system..ngeh3~
13. purple,white,n black are currently my addiction
14. i hate backstabbers. n org yg put the blame on me untuk tutup kelemahan n ksalahan dy
15. i am 20 tp org slalu mistake aku lagi kcik dari tu.ada yg sgka aku drjah 6!babi btul.
16. i was born on 16th jan n u can called me kai.

tag:
-blanche
-bun
-nanad
-elya
-syuz

*thu ja aku tmampu pk ni..xbawak byk duwet nak o9 kat cc..adoy~*

sedar please

to admit that you are the palingbodohpunyaorang is so damn idiot

to think that there are still sisa2 of the love that you'd shared together for 2 years is so damn stupid

to know that you have to believe your eyes rather than your heart is so fucking hurt

and to know that you are nothing to someone..bukan pic kaw yg dicari tgh2 mlm..bukan kaw lg yg dtgur kalaw mknan x abis sbb takut mmbazir..bukan kaw orgnya yg d'syg sgt2'..bukan kaw orgnya utk bla3~idk pa aku tulis skarg..

sakit

thank you God for showing me at least one good reason why i should move on with my life and do not grief over the past.
its just one stupid stage in my life
a mistake that i've made just to make sure that forever is exist
sampai terlupa semuanya di tangan Tuhan

Khairunnisa Rahmat..
*sigh*
man..you are just one of my collection
let karma do the job
what goes around comes around

and to you..bitch
aku pernah tarik balik bila aku cakap aku doakan kau rasa apa aku rasa satu hari nanti
but now..
aku harap satu hari nanti
kau rasa apa aku rasa
malah lebih teruk lagi
baru kau tahu apa rasanya menderita macam aku
terpaksa jadi orang lain
terpaksa senyum masa hati aku menangis
jahat kan aku?
yup.i am.
its ok.i know im not perfect
i know you are way better than me
but you don't have the right to do that to me
kau tak ada hak langsung!
aku tak pernah kacau kau
kenapa kau kacau hidup aku?
why..
untuk tulis pasal kau dalam blog aku pun da cukup menjijikkan,mencemarkan aku
but then thanks to both of you
for making me realize that

nothing is forever
and everything can change easily

sorry guys
im just so damn miserable
rasa nak luahkan dgn org2
tp cukuplah kat sini ja
bye

Here it comes again…
I can only escape it for a while.
How am I to go on without him here beside me?
Pain, pain…Go away. Come again another day.
When I am feeling stronger

Here it comes again…
The searing in my heart and soul.
How can I face another day when I don’t know where he is?
Pain, pain…go away. Come again another day
When I have grown wiser.

Here it comes again…
The sun is rising on its own.
How can this be when my world has crumbled all around me?
Pain, pain…go away. Come again another day.
When I can feel warmer.

Here it comes again…
I feel the raindrops on my head.
Hear all the sounds of life, though my own is silent without him.
Pain, pain…Go away. Come again another day.
When I am less faltering.

Here it comes again…
But wait! What’s this?
Somehow the years have flown and I don’t know how this happened?
Pain, pain…Go away. Come again another day.
When I am more courageous.

Yes. Here it comes again…
But this time, not so bad.
Have I found relief, when I thought none was possible?
Pain, pain…Go away. Come again another day
When I have become older.

Yes. Come again when I am older
When time has made me feel it less.
When the sun warms me again and I can see all the way to heaven.
Pain, pain. Go away. Come again another day.
When I am no longer hindered.

Come again when my time is through.
And I can see for myself
God’s home and his angels shining brightly to welcome me there.
Pain, pain. Go away. Come again another day…

but the paling bodoh part is

how am i going to forget everything?????

babi

(.....)

i miss u damn it

miss u so much
im trying my best to forget u
i wish i have a reason to hate u for the rest of my life
but i can't find 1
get lost
u r d loser
not me

sejenak d umah kazen aku

saya o9!yeay!

haha

tada keja maw bwat

saya sgt gembira dpt 09 free

smggu g xm

sok lab test

im dead meat!~

slide x tgk g

wish me luck!~

napa post sy yg ini sgguh sengal skali??

y y y?

buhsan menjelma lalu menyeksa batin saya

wee!~

smalam p tgk slumdog millionare

besh!~

lalala..da da gtg..

sewel btol.myahahaha...

chalo beta!~

"Parachute"

Love is like an aero plane
You jump and then you pray
The lucky ones remain
In the clouds for days
If life is just a stage
Let's put on the best show
And let everyone know

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Love is like a hurricane
You know it's on the way
You think you can be brave
Underneath the waves
If life is just a dream
Which of us is dreaming
And who will wake up screaming

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather be with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

Cause if I have to die tonight
I'd rather was with you
Cut the parachute before the dive
Baby don't you cry
You have to bring me down
We had some fun before we hit the ground

as i have nothing to do due to the stupidness of this cc (fb gn mespes pn tabley bkak.jgn cakab thu.yahoo pn tabley!)..so i choose to post this lyrics without the vc la opkoz.tgk ah nk upload pic pn tabley.apatah lg video.huh!enjoy!~lagu carik ah sendirik.kekeke~
lirik yg sgguh best.called me gwang idc.myahaha~

i'd once promised to myself that im going to be a better person
manala semua tu?
bullshit!
tetap juak cam dulu
lembik gila babey

weyh kai.wake up la bitch!
bila kaw maw sedar
bpijak di bumi?
bukan melayang2 xda arah tujuan
damn u!

what a peaceful life

somebody told me that

stalker trust nobody

really?

i guess for me it goes other way around

-nobody TRUST stalker-

thanks for the day though
i had so much fun
knowing that i have been backstabbed
AGAIN
and the moment i listened to your CT while calling you last night
it reminds me of a girl who was crying and hopeless
trying to reach her boyfriend,or should I say,
her EX BF
6 months ago
without knowing that at that time
her boyfriend was on his way for a new relationship and was proposing another girl to be by his side
to replaced her NOT-SO-PERFECT girl before
that is why i hate the song
i hate your CT
i hate calling you
and i hate BACKSTABBERS
and those who break my TRUST
called me emo or whatever you want
yes i am n i admit it
thank you