feels like giving up!

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So bear with it.

First of all, fuck my latest posts. Stupid emo zz =.=.

But still, I feel like keeping it up here. Just as a reminder to that certain someone that I'm fucking MAD & DISAPPOINTED at you! Wait till you get back here and I'll punch you right on your face! grr!

Next, sorry if this post will be full of F words. I don't effing care. I HATE NUMBERS! Why on earth do I have to learn this thing AGAIN! I thought those foundation days were the last time I'm going to spend my life with these stupid numbers,but NOPE! I was wrong. Arggh!

Then my clashing papers are so killing me. Like wtf? CM & GIT? How am I going to score both?I don't want to spoil my grade. I was very happy with my midsem grades but now I have to sit for 2 papers and I don't even have time to eat!grr aumm aumm!I wish I could turn into a lion and NGAPP them all!

I HAVE TO GET DEAN'S LIST TO GET THROUGH MY MBBS & HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT!

Okay relax Kai. Chill. Yeah. Everybody says that. But I just can't! I'm so freaking nervous, got a lot to study and yet I'm still here blogging and facebooking. Whatever. At least I have a place to ease this burden. Don't have to tercari2 someone when he's not even there. grr. Tensionnnnn.

I almost feel like giving up on everything. My study, relationship. ALL. Luckily, my family loves me more than anybody else and they are the reason why I'm still breathing here. I know I cant' let it go just like that. Sabar Kai. 5 hari lagi. After that you'll be as free as a bird!

Yeahh!

Dear Biostatistic, Clinical Medicine & Pathophysiology of Gastrointestinal System...

You won't be able to defeat me!

I'll knock you down to the max!

Ganbatte Kudasai!

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toodles!