useless entry

haish.xdapat tido plak.dah puas tgk rona roni makaroni pun xlelap lagi.idk what else to do.sangat banyak ingin diupdate.SANGAT BANYAK.and bila sangat menjadi kata penguat,itu boleh menyebabkan krenasi otak dan selanjutnya membawa kepada kecacatan fikiran.see?i've told ya.dah start aku merapu.

bila dok sorg2 banyak benda menerjah masuk dalam otak.this and that,these and those.but the best thing is to remain the silence@remain silent fuck the grammar.which is what I was trying to do for the past few days/weeks.honestly,im exhausted.tired.named it.say it.It's all in me.I am missing my family so much sampai tnanges gila2 hari tu.thanks syg.saya xtaw nak luah kat sapa lagi.so pls don't say that saya anggap awak xwujud depan mata saya.I just need to wait for the best time to tell you everything.and yes it works.a lil bit.thanks.

sem baru dah mula.or should i say,baru nak mula?jadual cam haprak aku pun xpaham.dah ok jadual tiba2 ada clash pulak lagi.damn.apa aku nak buat ni..tapi xpa.tu semua bukan penghalang untuk aku.tiba2 rasa semangat pulak sem ni.lepas dapat result last sem ka?maybe.i know i need to move my ass and start struggling from now on,or else i'll be too late to settle up things and catch up everything dalam masa berapa bulan.mak,baba,khalid,doakan nisa k.i need your support too.i know i've dissapointed both of you,mom and dad, for so many times and i know i've lost the trust yg mak and baba bagi.but believe me i'll do my best this time.even it means that i have to sacrifice anything which is mine right now.gosh..napa aku emo gila babi ni?*recently i noticed that gila babi is my fav saying la.haha*.tiba2 nak menangis plak kan.i miss my home!*which is so jarang for me to feel that and yeah im proud of it!*

haih.wattodo wattodo..i wanna sleep..class will be at 4-6pm.sangat lambat.and my fav subject plak tu.fuck.xboleh kai xboleh..mesti semangat!muahahahah.haa baek buat nota bsok..so xlambat nak std.hehe.rasa2 cam dah dpt mood nak tido.but believe me,what i've just wrote down here xluak 1% pun daripada apa yg ada dalam hati aku.xtawla sejak bila jadi sgt pemendam camni.biasa nak kecoh ja hahaha!

oklaa peeps.sorry for the useless entry this time.got no idea,no mood,no food which leads to a major starvation right now but have to tahan cause its early morning and im on diet plus takut nak masak sorg2.hehehe!im bored actually!huahuahua..babai!

syg..i miss you so much:'(

xtawla napa tetiba...xbiasa kot..

wish you are here syg...

ilysm SYED MUHAMMAD NAFIS~