tercipta untukku.

menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku, oohh
banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan
kepada dirimu

reff:
aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku selalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

sungguh hanya lah dirimu
yang aku cintai
dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu
hingga ku mati

i forgot where did i put the lyrics that that someone wrote for me.
its better.hahahahahahaha:))
haha.
see ive told ya im going to cry in a minute.hahaha:B

to mem n bro

to my mama: Salmah Fazul Rahman
happy belated mother's day!hehe..nisa da wish kan smalam..
thanx 4 being there for me.
thanx for being the greatest mom in the world!
im sorry for what i did before.
im sorry for im no good in words nor showing my love to my family,especially you.
but 1 thing for sure...
you are the only and the best mom in the world!
im grateful to be your daughter.
may you lead a better and happy life,we'll go through it together okay~

to my bro: Mohd. Khalid Rahmat
happy 17th birthday bro!
i love you no matter what.
but please,change.please.
i know you can.i hate you this way.
but i'll support you,pray for your success.
i may not be the best sister for you.
and im not hoping that you'll be the best for me.
but i hope you'll be better for mama n baba.
nnt kak echa balik kita cerita lg sama2 ya!
all the best to you bro!aja2 fighting!~

ini hari.eh,smalam.

• saya ini sgt suka merapu n bcakap2 n mnulis2 dalam blog.huahua.
• hari ini pg sacc mamam kat uncle K kopitiam.agak okla tp western dy sgt mahal!grr~
• tom yam dy mantab! lama da x menikmati tom yam.hmm...
• apala yg saya ingin perkatakan sebenarnya.huahuhauhuahuahuhauhauhauhauhua~
• oo i bought 2 tudung td.saya sgt suka itu tudung!hehe..one 4 my mum n one 4 me.rm60 each!aiyak..baru skarg rasa alamak sgt mahal!matila..napa skunk baru rasa mahal tp bukan masa hulur duet td?ee gram plak!

the innocent side of me (lah sgtt..)

• anda rasa worth it ka saya beli?grr grr!n mom!i hope u'll like yours!sok baru kirim k!hee~
• setelah 2 tahun seari lagi 11 bulan aku jejak kaki kat s.alam,baru td aku pegi tasik depan pkns thu.hehe..best gak eyh!laen kali maw pigi lagiiii...
  
• hari ini hidup pnuh dgn MAKAN+ABISKAN DUIT+MNGUMPAT+NGAMUK2+MAIN KAD.hehehe..uncle taught me a game called BIG 2.jap g nak google,sok nak kalahkan dy.:B
• mood:happy.haha.jagala xlama ag nanges la ni.-sigh-plz dont plz dont!
• ok done!
  

saturday 9th

pg td aku tbgun kol 4.52. (forget about the bullets thingy.im in the mood to write an essay.haha).OMG sgt panas okayh.bgun2 ja mmg haus gila,cause i've been waiting for niesa n byan to bring me iced milo since 12 am. n mereka sgt bergumbira keluar bersukaria n melupai aku yg nak mati kehausan kat umah.k fineeee~~

byan pown bwatknlah milo ais utk aku,kira ganti ah kan.sumpah mantab! (style bob ckp an sumpah tanak sumpah tanak bodo!)haha.tu lg sorg pengkhianat bangsa thu.khurafat babun tol.janji nak kwa kaw balek jb asal???!!

k k back to the story.pathu aku gn chet2 yg tbgun gak (ke aku yg kejotkan??) tadapat nak tido.tgkla friday 13th.agak kuang hasam eh muvie thu.tkejut2 badak aku!xrasala suspen gila tp tawla an kalaw gn aku cicak msuk bilik pon rasa cm anaconda nak terkam.n d morning went chaotic i think with my 'aaaaa!','babi babiiiii!!' n 'p*****k kaw cepat la mati jak smua!!!'.huh.motherF!sumpah tanak tgk lam panggung.sure kne baling gn popcorn.

abes ja tgk muvi thu,rasa jantung cm lemah2 sket, so tadapat g nak tido.c chet2 ni ilek ja tido lek.aku pon o9 la sorg2 mnghabiskan masa bkak fake ms of the twilight characters. (FYI im a kipas-susah-mati TWILIGHT!).best la cuz baru skang aku faham semua bnda yg tjadi n dapat taw cite sbenar based on every character pny point of view.n besides EDWARD CULLEN which is my hubby-to-be (yucks P-E-R-A-S-A-N dy knal kaw pon x kaiiiii~),im soooo in love with ALICE,JASPER n CARLISLE. sjak 1st time tgk muvi 2 ag.idky tp watak dorg mmg best!especially ALICE CULLEN@Ashley Michele Greene.n her mate JASPER HALE@Jackson Rathbone.auww they look so cute together!*wink*

k enuf la aku mbebel sal twilight ni.silap2 bdarah mata korg bc.hehe.
aaa..pa aku cite td?adoy..ni la kalaw da stat b'twilight2 sgala ni.adehh..haa!pathu..da 09 sgala..aku pon tidola gak..cuz arini we were supposed to meet syira kat mid and also my beloved-lah-sgt-cuzin Afiq!haha..dy je la cuzin aku yg sebaya n rapat gn aku.naseb baik dy kol kt da smpi, kalaw x alamatnya aku x bgon la..huhu..pas bsiap dgn kadar mee segera kitorg pn graklah..sggah jap kat kopi (actually the plan was iced tea-ing kat rafi but instead we went there cuz ada farah.hehe).n oye lupe lak.afiq gn farah mmg taboley jmp.bcakar keje.haha..makan,blah,g mid,lepak2 tggu syira.hehe..aku gn kazen aku ni ada 1 psamaan taw.camwhore.haha.even b gn ceera pn kt mmg DNA family kot kitorg ni.wattodo.haha.g GSC.tadapa yg best.haiz..muvies suma BORINK! pathu an kat dpan GSC thu ada la maskot monster vs alien xsilap.hehe..apa lg..cm besala...mencapab.hehe~


hehe..comel ni..tp gatal woo..siap senggol2 bontot gn aku.ba-wau-ro-ya-ta tol.then ceera smpi kitorg pn mnjalankanlah plan sebenar..nak pg starbuck.hehe.dy la tataw nak bg chet2 hadiah apa an.so aku suggest la gv her a treat kat sn cuz byk kali minah kodork thu sebut nak g sn.ir ir ir~better stop babbling and let the pictures tell the story!

tadaa!ni la kazen ksayanganlahsangat aku-afiq dosmy

otw to midV.
ya hidung saya besar.semua org ckp camtu.tp saya hepi.
lu apa kesah.:))

yummy!sorry la chet2..bigapple cni xsporting cam time kat OU tu.hehe~
anyway happy belated bday kodork!

waiting for the frappucinos.see,i've told ya.2 camwhores.

me+mocha.afiq+choc cream.b+choc cream chip.ceera+java chip.

sumpah tanak makan alien kat public ag.

tak senonoh.


love it!edited by afiq n dy mms td.huhu.

lepak-ing between mid n d garden.hmm~

us.my sunshine=)
-ya okayh b sgt lawa kat sini n i like it!dem!:B-


p/s-fiq!looking forward to see you AGAIN!red box dude!
walaupon kaw sengal cam tapir.haha!
good luck rugby match ngko!
n nak caramel mak long 1!

sgt

• sgt tapaham gn sesetengah org.
• sgt geram!damn!rasa nak nanges pon ada tp tahan aja la.
• sgt ngantok skunk.tp taboley tido cuz ke'thirsty'an aku melebihi kemengantukkan aku.gila sedap ni law dapat milo ais byan.fuh!mantab siaa~
• sgt sangap skunk.oops don't get me wrong!im running out of ***** la bai..aish~
• sgt bodoh cuz p bukak g blog thu.lalala~naseb xnampk papa..thank God..
• sgt tataw mana nak tido cuz chet2 da conquer the katil and i can't baring there.aiyo amoi..wekapla babe!tapi kesian lak.hehehe~
• sgt gembira xm da abes!
• sgt mnunggu kedatangan kazen tsyg mr.afiq dosmy utk bawak aku jalan2. oo-emm-eff-gee i really need a good time tomorrow!
• sgt rasa ingin mendelete makhluk Allah tersebut from my fb ms lalala~tp pkir pjg tapayahla.wat bodo aja.
• sgt harap ada yg bole ajar aku cara nak block my lappy dr bkak fs or anything yg aku leh set sendiri aku tanak.huh.
• sgt harap dapat kurangkan makan aku.demmit makan makan makan.berat da naek la!
• sgt buhsan tahap anak denaso beranak lapan,ceasaran pny method la.
• sgt babai!ngantok!
  

f.u

pissed off!

• budu.
• gila.
• begok loh ah!
• gila babi x abis std lg.akan cuba utk tidur.n idc!
• sakit hati tahap maksima!~
• k k.lek2 lu.sap kok lu.
• f.u.

smile bebeh smile!~

sampoerna

AMARAN:merokok membahayakan kesihatan.

kml

rindu.
satu hari nanti aku nak pegi balek labuan.
especially marine park.the tower.
i wanna go there.
alone,this time.

just another random post

• here i am again.posting another blog.n proudly speaking that i haven't, repeat, haven't finished my revision yet!
• went to secret recipe just now with chet2. i ate those marvelous meatball spaghetti.yummy! see? can somebody please stop me from getting any nearer to the foods???
  
• passed by stadium melawati. saw U*P's bus. im scared.i don't want *** to get near me.100 miles is the min.
• love posting my entry this way since last night.no meleret2 one.hehehe
• will be having another futsal game on d 19th. RM10 per head.anyone?
• rasa cam nk mndi.panas!da mndi wajib smalam tp xsolat pnuh.hehe.kapir btul.
• tomorrow's paper: communnicative english.wadahel am i going to study for this subject?
• desperately waiting for this saturday where i can 'release' everything and hang out with my b*tches.n also mama tugu.haha.movie please!
• i want cadbury's crunchie...:'(
• k nak mandi.solat.study.wish me luck bloggers!please3~

random

• cant concentrate on my study.im distracted.
  
• just wanna say bye-bye to the supposed-to-be 30th yesterday.
• well buddy, a dream is still JUST a dream.eheh.
• i haven't finished my revision yet.but i feel tired ody.pejadah gitu.
• i ate A LOT just now.this is all byan's fault.im gaining my weight AGAIN.aiyak.lu pk snang ke nak turun berat gini?i have to bkabung 4 almost 1 year la dey.stop giving me all the super yummy stuffs!
• bored to death and doing other people quizzes kat fb right now.yg takenal pon jawab ja.haha.
• chet2 da tdow.aku lom!
• i keep on worrying about my weight.but i still let those superduperyummy foods entering my esophagus.damn!
• i want a new lappy!at least bgla aku update RAM..lmbatnya nauzubillah!
• ok2 stop jap nak baca slides.

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NOPE!i think i gtg to bed now.better sleep than doing nothing.hehe.

toodles!

grrr

MID SEM!
adoy.xstadi apa lg!
matila matila matila.
dush2!

-.-

maybe everyone who read my entry would say that he is a freaking asshole.
yes.he is.
but please don't misunderstood me.
he is such a nice guy.he was,in fact, is, my everything.believe me.
he isn't that bad.
his only mistake....is 'ME'.
knowing me.letting me entered his life.He gave me his first love,maybe, and in return,i gave him tears and let him suffered.
i am the one who turned him into this.
i am the one.
im just letting go of my feelings in here to ease my mind,not to make him looks that bad.

sorry.

i beg YOU~

ya allah kuatkanlah hatiku.
aku xminta papa lg.
just tolong kuatkan hatiku dan semangatku.
n tolonglah halang aku daripada menyakitkan diri sendiri.
buat aku lupa segalanya ya allah..
aku bukan hambaMu yg paling baik.
malah akulah yg banyak berdosa.
tp kenapa?kenapa semua ini x adil bg aku?
hukum aku kalaw itu yg terbaek.hukumlah.
tapi bukan ini.bukan jatuh lg.
"cukuplah kau halang cintaku.jgn kau halang cita2ku."
setiap hari aku minta tu.aku minta itu ja.aku tak minta pengganti.aku cuma mahu aku kuat & x ada lg 'benda' ni keluar dari mataku.
aku da cukup penat mngeluarkannya,sedangkan mereka penat tertawa n bkasih syg.
"laugh,& d world will laugh with you.cry,& d world will laugh at you."
i beg U.not this.again.stop hurting me.
You can give me the toughest nervous system's question for me.
or even musculo.or git.i don't care.
i'll cry to death trying to solve 'em.but not THIS.
im not going to waste 'it' again for someone useless.something.to be exact.
kawan2 aku da fedup baca entry aku.but what can i do?
this is the only thing that i can do.
i cant TALK about it anymore.
all that i can do is just write.write.write.
sorry guys.
sorry.

superman

I've been heading in the wrong direction
Hiding from my own protection
Running but my heart was standing still
I guess you saw the light inside me
Your love has been a torch to guide me
I hope I can be all that you deserve


Well I'm no superman
But I'll love you that best I can
And you know I'm just flesh and bones, but with you
I feel I'm flying
Don't you know I'm no superman
But I'll always be your man

I was searching for a heart that's beating
As fast as the way I'm feeling
Trying to find some peace there in my soul
You know it was your love that saved me
The answer to my prayers you gave me
And I hope I'll be all you deserve


I'd fight for you
I'd die for you
You know I would
Hold back the night, light up the sky
Oh if I could, I'll always be your man...yeah

*hey!u r not superman but u r my batman rite yy?n remember im ur catwoman!we gotta get thru everything together k..thx!~:)*

bila mata tanak tutup~

first of all,sorryla kalaw isi blog ni melarat2 pla.borink syial~b da tdo..cian dy..alala comeynya c kodok tdo..hahaha..
so..skg pukul 2.42 pg,2 MEI 2009.taboley tido cuz da byk tido.huahua~lgpun da jnji my yy maw ym gn dy..kcian lama sua x kontek kn yy kn??sorry..;'(..so smntara tggu dy p cuci muka yg bminyak cm klapa sawit,aku terasa la plak maw mnulis blog.tah maw ckp pa.mcm hidup aku gila busy,padahal tada wat apa pon.study?haramm~~assignment?tgk2 gitu ja la.hehe~
tatawla apa yg menyemakkan kepala ni.
















la..tiba2 plak da malas nak memanjangkn blog!hahahaahhaah~later!